i am too lazy to upload pics today cuz im DEAD TIRED!!!!
so next time (which i dunno when since class is starting tmr).
as i have mentioned in the previous post,bondi trip cancelled due to the AWESOME weather.
the weather IS awesome,but im being sarcastic here.

went darling harbour and the rocks instead.
the rocks is a damn nice place,a place for the RICH to splurge their unlimited money.
there were a bunch of jap school gals and boys were on a school trip,and while visiting,
these bunch of rich brats shopped in gucci,LV,burberry,coach,givenchy.like wtf?
and they bought like BOXES of timtams for 25 dollars each when it only costs like less den 5 dollars per box.
i din know that jap were that filthy rich!!!
that doesnt make the rocks nice.
wat i meant was the buiding structure.
each buiding has its very own design,unlike KL,PURE CONCRETE!!!
also,i passed by this candy shop,the way they made the candy is DAMN COOL!!!!

the weather today was good for touring and sightseeing.
darling harbour was having dragon boat racing..damn cool. *pics wil be up pretty soon*
other than that,nothing much.

i realised i walk like DAMN ALOT since i got here.
or maybe not compare to others,but it is ALOT compared to the number of times i walk back in malaysia.
i thought i could lose weight.
but hell no!!!!!!
i fucking have bloody pregnant woman cravings every second,everywhere!!!
which eventually lead to binge eating of junks such as chocs,biscuits,chips.
which is bloody,farkinggggg sinful which can make me obese in a week,which i think im already AM.
how now brown cow?
i HATE putting on weight,but i think i already DID.i dowan to know.
how the fuck am i supposed to stop these unnecessary,hopeless,can kill cravings.
i really need to know.

like today itself,i had 3 friggin' servings of ice cream,getting BIGGER each time.
first i had mcd's icecream,den gelato icecream,then this SUPER-SINFUL-LICIOUS icecream.
like really sinful,i paid 5.50 dollars for a double scoop original (instead of junior cuz i listened 2 jason)
and their one scoop is like farkinggg big!!!!
its like 4 scoops in malaysia.u count the calories for me.
its freakinggg nice,but damn 7 FAT-TEN-INGGG!!!!!
the bottom line is,

IM EXPANDING HORIZONTALLY,AND I CANT CONTROL MY BINGE EATING,AND EAT FCUKING ALOT WHICH I THINK ITS A PRE BULEMIC SYNDROME.

wth am i supposed to do now?

BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

class starting tmr.
after a 3 months of longgggggggg breakkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
excited yet feeling scared.thinking im going to be ALL ALONE.
and i suck in making new frens.cuz i tend to be a stoner when i dunno u.
i gotta change.

and also,ppl!!!
motivate me to STOP EATTING and EXERCISE.

p/s: i know i cursed alot in this place.forgive me for that cuz im freaked out and stressed out over my weight prob and also my binge eating.AND ALSO,jason is the bad influence who influence me to use 7. *jason,its all ur fault*

~ciaoZ~