sigh.im freaking emo sial now.
im supposed to have a nap now.
but then,sleep for wat?
just finish my futie at 1 am.
and then im supposed 2 wake up at 2 am to get everythng ready.
sleep for an hour?my as well dun sleep.
thou im like dead tired,i cant sleep.dun ask me why.
and ended up,im emoing here like shit cuz im leavin my home in less then 2 hours.
and i will be boarding the plane alone.

thou my wish came true to study in aussie land.
im definitely gonna miss my parents and sis.
im soooooo glad that my relationship wit my parents has improved tremendously.
and i really appreciate it.
god,im gonna miss themmmmm heaps.
and also my 2 annoying sis.
and of course all my darlingggggsssssssss.
u guys know who u are.
dammit.i sound gay being so bloody emo,but i cant help it.

and i need to worry bout frens over thr,
will i ever get 2 make frens?
sighhhhh...thou i can be noisy like hell,
im damn a stoner in front of stranger.u tell me how now la.

arghhhh!!!!!!!!!!!im gonna work hard and get myself a ticket back to malaysia during summer break,after my nye celebration in sydney of course.....

im not even in the plane yet and im missing my family,my home and my frens.

how laaaaaaaaaa??????????????????????????????