i havent been bloggin for some time edi...hv been quite bz wit col...nv-endin hw+d common test which is 'cumin soon'...gosh col can b reli sucky at times....when u were al streesed out wit ur work..seein tt d ct date is approachin u,n yet u stil din do enuf preparation or even worst u werent studyin hard enough to prepare for d test....gettin panickin day after day...insomnia is back(not d reli serious 1 thou),wakin up from sleep cuz d image of flunkin exam sudd juz appear in ur dreams...one word..STRESS!!!!

well s expected i did NO studyin durin d weekend cuz my cousins,aunt n grandma were down 2 kl fr perlis 4 my cousin's convo....they were wew since fri...but i went out wit my frens,ex classmates 2 b exact 4 loga's farewell..he ll b leavin mal 2 uk...lucky him...had dinner in taman tun's pizza hut....another 1 who leaves mal...*jealous* how many of my frens r lucky enuf 2 study abroad? kart,chaiying,qiliang n now loga....dis lucky peeps n im stil stuck ere in mal...a reunion wit my old pals make me realise how important tru frens r its so hard 2 actually find TRU FRENS...i define tru frens s those who treat u SINCERELY,who's willin 2 b thr 4 u when u need them eventrhou they mite b teasin u 24/7...after goin 2 col....i find it pretty hard 2 actually make tru frens...many of them are juz FRENS...whr u say hi-bye,joke around durin classes but they are definitely not da ones who ll actually cry together wit u when ur down....they ll only laugh wit u when ur happy....dis is da reality of da world...ppl are superficial...thank goodness,i wuz blessed wit a few cloze tru frens whom i can actually pour my secrets 2,share my sorrow...cheerin me up when im down....

I RELI APPRECIATE MY FRENS,TRU FRENS...U PPL NOE WHO UR...

ok..i dunno y on earth m i soundin so emo ere....but heck,frenship is important in our lifes...imagine ur all alone in dis world,no1 2 share ur joy,sorrows,triumphs,achievements, wit u..tt's SO scary...leavin al by urself...well,thr's dis particular guy in my class who is super annoyin,irritatin fella...sum of u might b able 2 guess...yea..he is da H2S in my class who emits pungent ordour which is unbearable...imagine how bad izit even ur perfume come overcome tt smell...im NOT against him juz cuz of his smell..i mean If he's nice n al...im fine wit u...serious...BUT UR NOT!!!
STIL doin weird noise whenever ppl ask d lecturers question...do u actually hv a prob wit us not understandin d lectures n v r juz tryin 2 understand it?juz cuz v had nv been 2 adp like YOU!!!so stop it...din u realise how annoyin when im tryin2 understand n u start makin noise like sum kinda creature...n...muz u interupt ppl's conversation alwiz?answer question when ppl is not askin u...juz shut da fcuk up...n dun start laughin while shakin ur head'intensely's if its gonna fly off ur head anytime...esp when all ur 'beloved' lecturers were defendin u n screwed us up!!!


ok enuf of tt sesat fella....im gud enuf not 2 call him an asshole man...bac 2 my weekend...went 2 ou 2 days...n yea i shopped again...hell yea..eventhou im BROKE!!!!bought 2 skirts n 2 tops which only cost me 76 bucks in total..CHEAP huh?but yay!!!i settle all my debts!!!!i dun owe anyone money edi...i made a bet wit my frens 2 prevent myself fr further spendin...i CANT spend my money on clothes til my bday or else i gotta spend them starbucks...gud ya...i noe...im a person lack wit determination...i sudd came 2 my sense,feelin guilty n reli bad spendin my parents hard earn money wit a snip of finger....buyin so many clothes...but its essential n d stuffs i bought were CHEAP n i mean REAL CHEAP!!!!if u dun get em during sales,when r u gonna get em man...n i need clothes since im in col now...yea...but i DO feel a twinge of guit EVERYTIME i spent...

IM NOT GOIN 2 SPEND MONEY ON CLOTHES TIL MY BDAY!!I CAN DO IT..

n it also makes me 2 feel bad for keep askin em 2 send me 2 aus next year...i reli wanna go overseas next year...they hv BETTER study environment(DUH)..but considerin tt my parents r supposed 2 'sponsor' a staggerin amont of 100k PER YEAR juz 2 send me overseas....its kinda bad of me 4 keep demandin 2 study overseas rite?,ayb i shall juz do twinnin prog ll do...eventhou i did reli hope 2 get into melb uni...which cost MORE den other unis with 23k 4 tuition fees itself PER YEAR...u money suckers!!!muz u ppl keep increasin ur edi-so -expensive tuition fees...makin poor ppl like me couldnt afford 2 go overseas....hmph....HOPEFULLY i can get a partial scholarship..which means i gotta nerd hard fr now on 2 finals...actually dis is da LEAST i cud 2 for my parents...study hard n pass my SAM wit flyin colours....keep my fingers crossed!!!

apart fr studyin,my another MAJOR prob is my weight...i cant seem 2 lose weight or more precise i cant seem 2 control my diet well..sumhow i DO cut down on fats n oily stuffs.but i can stil feel myself bloatin up...shit i alwiz consume more food when im hvin exams cuz i EAT MORE DURIN STRESS which is pretty much opposite fr most ppl...yea...n i exercise constantly..at least 4 times a week... but i skipped gym today cuz i wuz tired n no mood eventhou i pigged again...now wit a lil eatin after 12o'clock in d afternoon make me feel guilty...i think im on da verge 2 bcum a bulemic again....sigh...seriously..sumtimes i jzu dun understand y muz i b so obssessed wit my weight...prob cuz 99% of my frens r thinner den me...sigh....gals n their weight prob....

oh n i SOOOO regretted not goin 2 taylors iu on sat cuz accordin 2 sook yen,tcsj wuz like an ocean filled wit hot guys!!!!frenly hot guys mind u....i mean thr r a few hot guys i actually spotted b4 dis but they r s cool s an iceberg...n sum r even freakin lansi...so....its like IM SO DUMB 4 not goin n my mum actually allows me 2 go!!!
HOW STUPID CAN I BE???SUMONE SHOOT ME PLZ...argh!!!!!
im not a despredo ok..its juz tt scoutin 4 hot guys is a hobby 2 release stress...muz fulfil ur eye's hunger wit hot eye candies...lolz....its da same s u GUYS out thr checkin out hot chiqs....

i think tt's al...had spent quite sumtime postin dis entry...gotta bathe,dinner n NERD HARD....dun think i ll b bloggin anytime soon...switch 2 nerdin mode...hopefully i can resist d 'bloggin temptation' n only blog after common test...

*yea dis is my FIRST EVER post w'out any pics...since al my frens said i hv been posin tooo muc n it seems like its on da pathway of being lala...hey ITS NOT STATED IN DA LAW TT POSIN IS AGAINST DA LAW...fine den i ll tone down for da next few days b4 im back 2 action again.. (",)

~ciaoZ~