shit!!!shouldnt i b studyin instead of bloggin??????????

well,knowin adeline.who COULDNT resist da temptation of USIN D COM..how could she possible 2 blog AFTER her test which is 2 weeks later????

MISSION IMPOSSIBLE!!!

hmm...supposed 2 head 2 da gym after my senseless eatin!!!wout controllin...i reli hate it...da more im tryin 2 control wat im eatin.da more i eat...think im binge eatin now....which leads 2 guilt after dis...n my pukin...well dis is not exactly da1st time i puke due 2 guilt after eatin like a pig....accordin 2 yen,d last time i did wuz sumwhr around my midyear....which leads 2 a conclusion....

-exam = stress!!!
stress= eat more
stress - worry bout weight
da more i stress,da more i eat,da more i wanna control,da more i eat....in another words...

I EAT ALOT DURIN TEST...OR I WUD SAY STRESS....

n all dis 'piggin' actually makes me feel guilty and.......u noe wat ll i do...i freakin noe tt its v bad 4 ur intestine n so on...but its uncontrollable u c!!!many ppl mite b sayin serve u rite but they dun exactly understand.....u dun feel anythn while eatin its only AFTER u eat...den all da guilt come rushin towards ur mind....n lead 2 da self-induced pukin....i hv tried several times 2 stop dis habbit...once i thot tt im actually recoverin fr it...i ll strart 2 do it again...gosh!!!y cant i juz live wit wat m i....w'out concernin 2 muc on my weight...or mayb i shud rephrase it...y cant i EAT LESS EXERCISE MORE???considerin da fact tt i go 2 da gym almost everyday,regularly,often,i dun seem 2 thin down...is it due 2 my cravins???

juz came across dis article yesterday whr researches found out tt cravings is actually asorta response 2 thirst....ppl often crave 4 food when they r thirsty n drink v little water which is darn tru 4 my taste since i drink reli limited water everyday...fr now on i ll TRY MY BEST 2 drink more water 2 reduce my cravings....so ppl..i crave is NOT cuz of wtv stupid pregnant or shits...i noe its juz a joke...but u noe it can b ANNOYIN n IRRIRATIN when u guys keep teasin nonstop expecially ur target is da son of da bitch!!!its f*ckin humilatin 2 actually get associated wit HIM!!! whereas 4 other 'candidates',wth?do i look like i ll go 4 those ppl?no offence but sorry not my type....so STOP IT wit tt pregnant thing wit thesssseeee ppl....

apart fr weight stress,thr is also study stress!!!!!s u al can c...im stil bloggin ere wit common test cumin soon next week....cuz d freakin com is on!!!dammit.....adeline seriously has zero determination....imagine 15 mins 2 settle down b4 i study....after a pathetic half an hour of studyin,i start wanderin around my hse,walkin around 4 another half an hour,den another 15 mins 2 settle down....c how gud my studies can b ya?

FOCUS!!!

CONCENTRATE!!!

hv sum pics 2 post but 2 lazy 2 upload...so pics later...anywayz is miracle!!!!no pics uploaded in 2 post...jac n nel..u guys gonna stike lottery soon....lolz...

cant wait 4 test 2 b over s i hv whole lots of stuffs 2 do:
-movies -DRAGON TIGER GATE!!!,the lakehse,breakup,click,pulse,n lotsssss more
-finish my oth s3,oc s2 n oc s3,lost....
-campX!!!!!!!!
-lose weigt HOPEFULLY!!!
-chill wit my beloved darlin frenssss...miss u guys sooooooooooo muc!!!!

hv i mentioned tt nicholas tse has so effinnnnn hot n drop dead gorgeous bod!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! seriously DAMN HOT!!!u guys shud check him out..hopefully i get 2 post a topless pic of him ere...hehehe....

time 4 gym after d m&ms i had consumed earlier on....more 2 b updated soon...

~ciaoZ~

HAPPY BDAY CHINGZ!!!!!!!!

HAPPY BELATED SERENA!!!!!

luv u babes.....