emo-inggggggg

i have been rather emo prior to my leaving to da aussie land.
im not sure whether did i mention in da previous post that i wuz excited 2 go to unsw but now its diff.
its either newcastle doesnt spice up my enthusiasm or as da date drew closer,my heart sink deeper.
i was msging my beloved ee ling that day,
we were saying that im gonna leave in less den a month,and how much r we gonna miss each other badly.
time really flies.our friendship lasted for amazingly 5 years.
i remembered how much we disliked each other in form1,or more like she didnt like me at that time.
but eventually,we became best frens with su and kart in form2.(Sorry su,u didnt camwhore wit me,no pics to dedicate a section 2 u.so muz camwhore enuf b4 i leave k???)
eventhough we werent in da same class anymore,our friendship lasted instead of drifting apart.
she has been my shoulder to cry on when i hv problems,listen to my complaints and rantings always,we gossiped bout ppl,scouting for cute guys together and etc.
i dunno why m i talkin all these,but heck I WILL DEARLY MISS HER LIKE ANYTHN WHEN IM OVER THR.
im gonna miss bullyin u,
im gonna miss msgin u,
im gonna miss laughin wit u,
im gonna miss shoppin wit u,
im gonna miss scoutin for hunks wit u,
im gonna miss out lame yet fun arguments,
IM JUST SO GONNA MISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wuz browsing tru my files in d com and i found a few pics which i really like.
*one of my sucess is i managed to turn her into a semi-camwhore*


us in chillis after our major exam, -sephia- nov' 06


sesatness in chillis too. nov"06


i actually influenced her to pose in da toilet -aqua effect-


sharin drinks durin kart's bday. april' 06


sharing is caring. april 06

beloved,im soooooooooo gonna miss u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

another person which i will dearly miss is SEBASTIAN SHII CHUAN CHEN(is that how u spell?)
happy?u see,i blogged bout u again.u muz be damn touched.(SUM PPL doesnt know wat TOUCHED it.ask ur dear cousin).
he's alwiz cheerin me up when im damn down,sad,feelin damn bei with his lame yet super hillarious jokes.
he alwiz layaned my rantings,my complaints.
and one thing very sweet bout him is he will call me whenever he received my cursings msg when im down.(not everytime but most of da time.)
he's seriously someone i could count on when im down.he's alwiz there when i need him.
he's also a good listener.thank god he cursed more den me,so he wouldnt mind all da "words" that came from me when im pissed,unlike ee ling.(dun worry,im tryin to minimize my cursing.=P)
when im in aussie land,i cant complaint to u as much as i did now.=(
bas,u know im gonna miss u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but i know ur gonna miss me even more.muahahaha..


i forced him into dis pic.teehee....


im such a nice person rite?giving u wat u r holdin.=P

why did i specially blog bout both of them???
cuz beloved and bas are da 2 person who are alwiz free to layan me and msged almost every single day.
i know dis sound damn gay.but heck,u hv a problem with that???

su,im gonna misssssssssss u toooooo.nobody to fight with.
and im definitely gonna miss me high skul mates :eunice,jac,jeff,tow,jane !!!!!!!!!!!!!
im so gonna miss d2y as well!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

as im counting weeks before i leave,i feel that its not as fun as i thought to study abroad.
morover,i hv decided to go UoN for a year,and den credit transfer to UNSW in da 2nd year (provided i get distinction /high distinction)
ppl kept tellin me since i got a 50% fees waiver scholarship,why dun i give a try.

ling,
im happy at last cuz i think there is no use of me feelin sad anymore.(but i WUZ really sad and miserable)
i wanna spend da 3.5 weeks remaining in malaysia with happyness and joy.
actually,if i really insisted and demanded from my dad,i THINK he would hv let me go UNSW.
but my mum told me,if im not happy,i shud do 1 year in monash first.
thou im not lookin forward to UoN as much as i HAD look forward to UNSW,i guess i juz need to accept d fact.
and one year passes really fast rite????? * i hope*
i think da olknly thg great bout in newcastle is there are more whites.
new pharse: tall,WHITE and handsome.lol.

`im gonna miss u ppl heaps!!!!`

~toodleS~