UNSW is da one....(edited)

im supposed to blog bout my farewell dinner with my cousin who went back to aussie land last nite.
but im not in a mood for that yet.so....that post is gonna be up later.with pics.
well,first of all,i would like to thank those ppl who listened to my rantings and my fuss over which uni to choose,be it my dear besties or readers who left comments in da tag board.thanx a bunch.
miracle did happen and i will be heading to UNSW soon.

and of course,i would like to thank my parents da most.
for letting me to choose wat i wanted.thou i felt god damn bad and guilty for forgoin a scholarship which worth more than RM100k.
i wuz touched when they said they dun wan me 2 blame them in future and as long as im happy,they will be.
i wuz actually considering UoN when i wuz given d chance to choose.
but i still decided to choose UNSW,da uni i wuz supposed to go.

reason 1 : its in sydney and i hv relatives there.its alwiz better to hv ur family by ur side rite?

reason 2: i dun really need 2 look for accomodation so soon as i could put on in my cousin's place 1st.
(seriously,if i could get on campus accomodation in UoN,i MITE choose there.i swear.)

reason 3 : i would be homeless at first if i were to choose UoN as da on campus are fully booked.and i need to
to stay in temporary lodging which i dun wan.cuz i will be carryin 30kg of luggage and i need to
keep switching places.

reason 4 : im currently da almost enrolled malaysian student in da commerce faculty.i mean i did lurve to miz around with hot,white hunks.but imagine that u are all alone in a new place,with no permenant place to leave,and im supposed 2 look for a place to leave myself and tryin 2 fit in a place with no malaysians.if u get wat i meant.

but of course,i need to sacrifice something if i get to UNSW.
well,we cant alwiz get da things i wan,sometimes we must sacrifice to succeed.(i alwiz knew it ok ee ling??)

` i gave up my return ticket during summer break to earn for living expenses.(which means i will only be back
to mal after 2 years)
` i gave up my more comfy lifestyle and i gotta work my ass of to support myself.
` i cant shop as how i shop in malaysia(thou its gonna be like hell)
` im gonna give up my camwhore device-a pink sony T10!!!!!
` no more levis jeans.

thou im feelin guilty that my dad is working so hard to fork out my tuition fees and stuffs.
but i know by feeling guilty couldnt help much.
da only thing i could do now is study extremely hard like a nerd and pass my exam with flying colours and hopefully i could get a scholarship IN UNSW after my first semester.
which i think my first semester is gonna be damn tough since im alwiz taking science.
wish me luck people.

once again,i wanna thanx my beloved parents for allowing me to choose wat i wanted and sacrifice so much for da sake of my education.(thou i know u guys will neva know the excistence of my blog!!!!!)
i lurve u both!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

phewwwwwwwwwwww......damn emo.......and cant bliv i juz wrote a mature post!!!!!!!!!

~toodleS~