MAXIMUM STRESS LEVEL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i broke my own record.blog 3 times in a night.
WONDERFUL.
its like the only place i can release my wrath,my stress.
my listener frens are all back in malaysia.
and i dont wan to scare my new friends off with all my complaints.
blog serves the best purpose now.

i barely do any shit the whole night.
i didnt get my half and hour nap.
instead,i was trying to figure out ,in vain,how to use the memory for the god damn calculator.
it took me like shit long.
i kept trying cuz that's the main reason why i screwed my QMA quiz.
but i ended up giving up cuz its really nthn i could figure out myself.
*i know im dumb.laugh all u want*

then,i tried doing QMA self study questions,
the FCKING DECIMAL PLACES gave me headache again.
soooooo,my best way to distress for a moment is CHOCS.
so,i munched on M&Ms.
which eventually,pushed my stress level beyond maximum after distressing for a second,
cuz now i need to worry BOTH my studies and my weight,now.
i cant do what i feel like doing now cuz i promised bas im NOT gonna do it again.
*dont worry,i dont smoke neither do i do drugs*

bas was complaining that i have been swearing alot(more than usual) lately,
sorry darling,but i CANT help it.
its a way to express myself when i m stress.wtf?
i WILL TRY ALL MY BEST to reduce/stop swearing.
if not,im gonna get slaughtered by beloved,bas and kirks.


commerce is much enjoying????
i full take back my words now.seriously.
im feeling mentally challenged now. *or maybe that's an understatement*
sigh.i wish i have the ability/determination or wateva shit to study like 3 hours on a uni day and 6 hours on a non-uni day.
however,its such a shame that i fail to do something so "simple".


my hair is gonna fall at an exponential rate with my double-maximum level stress,
on my weight AND studies.
stress.stress.stress.stress.stress.
i cant wait for winter break,which is heaps long more so that i can take a deep breathe.



i MISS my ipodnano!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bloody apple centre,took 3 friggin' long weeks to check my useless batt,and stl not done.
one word.ineffcient!!!!!
and now,i need songs to distress myself!!!!!!!!!!!!


bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!