PHHEEEEWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*taking a DEEP breathe!!!!*

adeline had just studied 2 hours of finance NON STOP,with 101% concentration.
*damn proud of myself*

finance isnt that bad after all.(i know i have been complaining alot about finance in the past)
i am starting to like it cuz we are learning about investments and stock markets.
*i can see the $$$$$$ sign in future...*
and now,acct has taken over finance's place as my most-hated sub.
acct WORST than finance.
i DO understand my lectures and stuffs,but NOT when u start reading the textbook.
heaps of craps and shits which i have no idea why is it even in my textbook.
seriously.

enough ranting about my studies.

the fickle minded adeline has changed her mind again.

I WANT A FREAKING JOB!!!! *desperately*

im gonna apply for my working visa next week. (i need the uni's com,cuz connection back here sucks shit.)
im gonna land myself with a job after mid session.(that's IF i dont flunk any paper.)

so that,

1. i can stop myself from thinking how expensive is it(after converting) even to buy a freaking sandwich or burger which cost 5 dollars.
2. i wont feel guilty if i wanna buy boots,harry potter,winter coat or wtv.
3. i wont feel bad when my sis/mum tells me how thrifty they are back there and im spending in dollars.

like seriously,

it can be very stressful everytime u times by 3 when u buy something.
and then,the voice in my head will be saying
'everyone is being VERY thrifty cuz of u.'

BAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

stress the shit outta me!!!!!

therefore,
the BEST solution is,

GET MYSELF A FCKINGGGGG JOB!!!!!!!!

by working,

• i earn in dollars and therefore,i can save some math.
• at least,i wont feel guilty if i wanna get myself a pair of boots or harry potter by my money.
• i can save my parents some money cuz im supporting my own cost of living.so that,they can be less thrifty.
  

i know i have been talking about the same thing all over and over again.
from complaining about my studies to my financial problem to my weight problem.
i dont give a shit if any of u think that its pointless or wateva.
this is MY blog,i can do ALL my rantings as often as i WANT to and as much as i WISH.

after being here for almost 2 months,
i realised how lucky was i back there.
with everything well taken care of by my parents,including my expenditure.
parents here dont pay for their children daily expenditure once they reach 17/18.
that's why,most of my frens work to pay off their daily expenses.

i remembered getting my weekly allowance from my dad every sunday,
and used to complain that my weekly allowance was too little and wanted a raise.
i should have felt lucky enough that my dad stills pay for my weekly allowance when i was in college,
and even now,in dollars,when im in uni,where i am actually capable and should earn my own expenses.
im really a lucky daddy's gal.
also,
i didnt notice that im pouring out an INCREDULOUS,STAGGERING amount on transport alone until my fren told me.
he was like,
"u spent 41 dollars on travel pass each week,and there are 52 weeks a year.WHOA,u spent almost 2 grands a year on transport itself."

at that junture,i was like holy fck.i never actually thought of that before.



enoughhhhhhh said about money $$$$$$ matters,before i start droppin more hair.


it's the last day of march,and stepping into the month of april.
i shall make myself a NEW MONTH RESOLUTION.

1. study hard for mid session.no joke this time.it carries quite some weight in my finals.dont play play!!!!!!!!! i must make myself study 2 hours a day when i have uni and 5 hours a day on my off days.
   
2. related to the 1st one,ACCOMPLISH THE IMPOSSIBLE MISSION OF BECOMING A NERD!!!!!!
3. STOP PIGGING OUT like nobody's business.my love affair with food doesnt seem to fade but it's growing everyday with the stress and cold weather. *which apparently NOT an excuse to eat non stop.*
4. start EXERCISING. at least skip 500 times and some basic pilates steps i learnt from mag each day.
5. stop procrastinating.
6. stop spending so much time with my laptop!!!!!!!!
7. FIND MYSELF A FRIGGIN' GOOD PAY JOB!!!!!
   

that's all the IMPORTANT ones i can think of atm.
will add on,if i can think of more.LOL.
gotta get ready to go macquarrie centre!!!!

^^have another 3 more hours to go to meet my minimum-study-hours-requirement.^^

~ciaoZ~~ <3