UTTERLY ANNOYED!!!!!!!!





wanna know what is the MOST ANNOYING THING HAPPENS WHILE U ARE STUDYING and answers are needed?
fcking gay internet connection!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its seriously damn damn damn annoying and irritating when ur practising self-studying questions for QMA and u need the answers desperately to check ur answers.
seriously....
u waited for one freaking whole hour (more than that actually) and the page u wanted still cant be shown.


GAWDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


why is the connection around my area is so fcked up????
my uni's connection is perfectly fine,it is GOODDDD indeed.
the page turned up instantly after u click.
and the one at home,its still pending after 12890877545834 years and after clicking several times.
seriously seriously seriously very very very annoying and pissed the shit outta me.


and not to mention,when the page FINALLY load after 84025027502482 attempts,
THE FREAKING TUTORIAL ANSWERS FOR THE WEEK IS NOT OUT YET!!!!!!!!!
wonderful.everything is just so wonderful.
* im controlling my vulgarity now since i promised bas not to swear so often.*
im getting really PMS-ed now,with the uncertainties whether i did all my questions correctly and shit like that,and also feeling damn sleepy.
begin to dislike QMA now,thou i like math,but financial math,probabilities and matrices are just not my cup of tea for math.
dont get me wrong,math is still my favourite sub.just not those topics.
me still likey calculus!!!!! *that's why i think i shud take up actuarial studies where they have fun math.wtf?*


BAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


btw,


i DID manage to overcome my caffeine and chocs addictions today.
yeap.i did not let a drop of coffee or a tiny-winny-lil' bit of chocs to go into my mouth.
which means,i succeeded no-chocs-and-caffeine-for-the-day-challenge for day # 1.
wonder how long can i actually stand without chocs and caffeine.
caffeine might be easier since i wouldnt be going to uni next week.
chocs?no guarantee for that.



however,

i got myself something else as a substitute for chocs while fruits shopping in paddy's market.
unsalted almonds,dried apricots and also pretzels(not those big ones like auntie anne.its chips-like)
its not like its that healthy and that non-fattening.
oh well,at least its better than chocs right?



but.but.but.but.but........


im still over eating.
having the cravings which is 10000 x stronger than a pregnant woman,
and also the urge to munch 24/7 which therefore leads to unnecessary eating,which in turn,result in the risk of becoming obese. (wtf?like writing a bio report)
im trying hard to control my incredulously huge appetite for nonsense.



just came to realisation that most of my posts are either about my weight/addictions to chocs and caffeine or complaning bout studies.nothing fascinating.
what to do,nothing intriguing stuffs happen lately.
and i just dont feel like blogging about the shooting massacre in USA since u can find information EVERYWHERE.
and they even have a wikipedia for that maniactic(is there even such a word?) south korean.



my eyelids are getting heavier and heavier,
going to sleep now.

till then,
~toodleS~