whining

i just mass produced cooked heaps of fried rice today.
to make it more 'interesting' wtf i woke up at 6 freaking am yes 6-freaking-am in the morning just to cook and guess how long it took?
1.5 hours.
of course,i am not gonna spent 1.5 hours for one pathetic meal.
i cooked 3 LARGE tupperwares of fried rice and a large yogurt size tupperware to bring to uni today.
no shit.that was how MUCH i cooked.
3 cups of rice in total,with 4 eggs,corn,long beans,4 large tofu and a can of luncheon meat.
which means,i am pretty much set for at least one meal for the rest of the week.
the reason why i suddenly cooked in my filthy kitchen with odour is,food here is really expensive and keep eating out is not an option unless i want my hardearn money goes into food.not very tasty ones,mind you.also,takeaway food makes me expand horizontally.
speaking of which,its THAT time of the semester again,ie FINALS.


and what's the consequence of it?
UNNECESSARY CRAVINGS ALL THE TIME.
for the last couple of weeks,whenever i go grocery shopping i am able to resist the junk food section.however,i am going back for a "little glance" nowadays.
and of course,by stocking up some timtams to bring home,i would "CONVENIENTLY" buy one for myself as well.
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i think u guys should know what happened.
i have been eating SO MUCH SHIT lately and exercise regularly doesn't seem to help me much in losing weight.
in fact,i think that i have gained some kilos again.
its pretty easy for a girl to know that she gained weight.her boobs get bigger.

ANYWAYS,

i NEED NEED NEED to curb those sinful devilish cravings which is gonna add another few inches to my waistline before summer.
OMGshhhhhh!!!!
take today's dinner as an example.i took 3 THIN slices of wholegrain bread with tuna and lettuce,with low fat strawberry yogurt as desert.
that is DEFINITELY enough to feel me up.
however,as per usual,having the appetite of a pregnant woman where i crave for sweet stuffs,
i stuffed myself with another pink ribbon timtam and chocolate truffle.
total timtams consumed today : 4
self console does make me a lil better ( i am always in denial wtf) .
told myself that i had dinner @ 630 and i am gonna study till 12,which means all the fatty food i consumed is gonna be digested and burnt by the time i sleep.
a 45 minutes nap short while after i ate wasn't a wise move though but i was exhausted!!



did i mention that weather today was insanely hot?
weather forecast reports that maximum temperature is gonna be 28 degress,with a chance of thunderstorm.
i am pretty sure it was more than 28 degrees.
a polo t,shorts and thongs weren't enough to keep me cool.
i swear the toilet was cooler than outside.wtf.
i like summer now,not.
nevertheless,i do LOVE daylight savings.
it turns dark around 7.30 now!!!
woooo0000000t!!!!!!!
I.CANT.WAIT.TO.TAN.by the beach after finals!!!=)


i bought myself low fat ice cream after uni just now.
i could now make my own ice coffee!!!
with exams coming and the mad weather,ice coffee is the best refreshment atm.
however,i couldn't afford one from uni everyday as it costs a staggering $ 4.50.
its not THAT hard to make for me as i used to make them when i worked in michels.
forgotten to buy whipped cream,which is a good thing i reckon.


enough of whinging done.
its time to get my ass back to studying.=(


laters.