49 hours 40 minutes countdown!!!!!

adeline is gonna be FREE in another 49 hours 40 minutes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
which is wednesday,nov 15th 2.40 p.m.
stupid.when i wuz hopin for a 7-in-da-blardy-early-morning-paper,u guys muz put @ 11.30.
how nice of them.

officially,i GIVE UP my hopes on my finals thou i stil hv chemistry on wed.
needless to mention,i SCREWED my biology.
my paper is from bad to worst,
juz when i thot that math wuz my worst nitemare,bio gave me another bloody heartattack and heartache as well.
which means:
no sony T10
no more aussie land next year
no more pride(who with be proud without good results)

i noe ppl muz be feeling like strangling me for not studying and start complaining after screwing my paper.
but screw it.as if i CARE!!!!
and ppl,stop thinking that im lying/tryin to hide or wateva,
i DID screw my entire bio paper.well if not entire at least half of them.
so STOP thinking that i did darn well cuz im no where NEAR well.or excellent.
dun belive?
imagine completing ur last essay question in 15 mins?
if u think that's bad enuf,i can tell u NO.
N.O. = NO!!!!!
i found out that i read d question wrongly,interperatin sumthn else in d last 5 minutes.
so how on da f**king earth m i able to make d changes.
on top of horrible,untidy arrors pointing everywhere,
my brain wuz BLOCK ON DA SPOT at that juncture after i found my mistakes.
i crap sum shits that which me myself hv not a single idea wat shit i wrote there.
that only mah,
my foot!
i left a few,ok a few is an understatement,i left quite a number of subjective questions blank,
HOPING that i could go back after im done wit da easier ones,
guess wat,i hv not enuf time AGAIN to go back.
if u guys call that well, then da genius or da smart ppl muz hv disappeared into thin air or got caught by aliens.
seriously,even a 3 yr old child can say " man,u suck.u screwed ur paper" and start giggling thr.

WATEVA it is.its DONE.
there's nthn i could do bout it anymore.
no point crying over spilt milk.its juz that,i feel so unsatisfied.
i wuz wondering juz now,
wat if i din meet up to MY expectation (which i already am)
wat if i let all my lecturers and parents down(which i think d probability is super high,prob 99.9%)
i dread for da day da result is out which is in a month time,
why muz d aussies be SO EFFICIENT?
sorry bas,i think ur LARGE starbucks is on da way to MARS now.
say goodbye to ur starbucks.
i really hope miracle happens.

and i juz received call from IDP regarding my scholarship application.
screw it man.its NOT like im gonna get it anyway.
and so much for dreamin into gettin in LSE since i planned 2 apply after finding out that they actually accept SAM.
LSE is definitely NOT going to accept MY results.

screw finals.
screw SAM.
screw exams.

I AM GOING TO FINISH MY LAST PAPER IN ANOTHER 2 MORE DAYS!!!!!!!

END OF SAM!!!!!!!!!!

NO MORE SCIENCE IN MY LIFE ANYMORE!!!!!

IM GONNA DEAL WITH FIGURES INSTEAD!!!!
which i think i will enjoy MORE!!!

dun be jealous ppl.

gonna replenish my beauty sleep since i wuz tossing on my freakin bed for 2 bloody hours!!!
went to bed @ 1030.ended up sleeping @ 1230 and woke up @ 5.
another reason why i screwed bio.

~toodles~