another day wasted.

another day juz past.and i juz spent my day uselessly,full with regrets,askin myself,why on earth did i waste so much time today.wat make things worst wuz SEBASTIAN SHI,da SHAKESWORD kindly reminded me that my finals is freakin near.sigh.im drown with guilt,fear and panicin which will definitely lead to insomnisa again.its all your fault.but its god damn tru!!!i had only studied 10 miserable pages of biology which is so effing pathetic and in an uber super ultra slow rate!!!dis sucks to da max man.seeing all da scholarships offered by MACC.i want to do well so BADLY,so that i can get a scholarship to reduce my parents burden of supporting me to aus next year.i dunno y i sumhow SUCK in biology.thou its interesting,it seems so hard for me 2 score with flying colours in biology.its as hard as getting da moon.

i know i SHUD be nerdin now instead of bloggin,but since i juz finished submittin applications for scholarships, and since im charging my ipod,my as well i come bloggin and release my guilt,my stress,my fear for da finals which is approaching me in another 5 more days.shit man.seriously shit!!!thank god my 1st paper is ESL,den PHYSICS which i finsihed going tru.i hope my weak braincells are able to retain all my physics knowledge til d 7th of nov.

went for mock math paper today which suck most of my confidence,cuz i hv tonnes of questions which i dunno how to do.which is something very BAD with my math paper is on next thurs!!bravo.oh luckily i hv sum 'solar radiation' to calm me down for a moment only.hv fun guessing wat does solar radiation means.im sure u ppl who are close to me shud understand.muahaha.went esl class after tt,to hv dis listening comprehension thingy.we joined class with P1 and S8.and im seriously jealous of S8 cuz they are damn united.compared to mine which is forever hvin political probs.their class is reali happening too and hell iof a bunch of jokers!!!!they crack lotsa jokes which makes d class not so dead.miss ng,our esl lecturer baked us choc cake under S8 request.boy,she bakes real well.due to my DIETING plan,i tried a small piece only.

my 'dieting' plan today wuz kinda screwed cuz its d 31st and i ate baskin robins' choc chip mint!!!sinful dessert!!!(wanted to post d pics up but blogspot is being a nuisance again.i CANT upload my pics!!)but i did
starve myself in noon by eating cornflakes wit milk as lunch only.wuz supposed 2 drink da shape work but i juz DUN feel like drinkin.but after stuffin almost half a quartz of choc chip mint,i think i NEED to eat da horrigible shape work for BOTH meals.suck!!!!!

i think da bio notes and i hv similar charges.that's why we repel and i hate studyin bio so much..forgive me for da theories.too much chemistry. dammit.its 1 in da mornin.its NOVEMBER! and im stil NOT sleepy yet i hv NO mood 2 nerd.do i hv a choice?hell no.which means im get off d com now and continue nerdin da tedious organism themes. *one cell thick,moist.mitosis,meiosis......* ish!!!! *curse curse curse* sleepin late tonite means waking up late tmr which means no gym in da morning?instead of losing weight.,i think im gonna gain weight.but i already given up my chocs,rice,my all time favourite-charcoal bread,i need ice-cream to support me!!!

that's all for now.shakesword is tryin to activcate every INCH of guilt in me to nerd instead of bloggin ere.which he claims tt im gonna thank him if i score a TER of 98%!!!

*pictureLESS post again.gonna edit it SOON*

`toodles`