stress!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

da physics which i juz finished readin on mon,half of them deabsorb from my brain edi!!!!!!!!!
y on earth is dis happening to me???????????????
and my freakin physics paper is on tues!!!!! i hv not much time to nerd on mon cuz my esl paper ends at 240 and physics starts at 7 in d mornin d next day.shoot me.

i noe that im supposed 2 nerd d god damn book.ok.or at least goin tru past year.each time i go true a questions,each time a butterfly grows inside my stomach.imagine how many ge-zillion butterflies r there now in my stomach!!!!i cant concentrate which make things worst.all i can do is release my tension in da blog.i noe im DARN WEIRD!ppl hvin exam will leave their blog alone whereas adeline da smart alac blog even MORE OFTEN when finals is drawing closer.shoot me again.

i think im suffering from pre-exam-stress AGAIN!!!unable to sleep.cant concentrate.heart beat double the rate.and all my knowledge are slipping away from my brain like water.wonder wat's left in my brain on da actual day itself!!!!!! sigh.im seriously damn afraid im gonna screw da whole bloody paper and thr goes my future.sigh.talk bout exam stress,i cant sleep.since i cant sleep,how on mother earth m i supposed to tune my time,being able to 'early to bed,early to rise'.im required to wake up at 5 in da mornin on next tues and thurs and also da followimg mon.unfortunately my last paper ends at 240.CANT F***IN WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

arggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh
hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
hhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i cant shout out loud now,in case da neighbourhood thot that some maniac has juz being released from tanjung rambutan.so all i can is shout my lungs out tru words on my poor blog.im actually saving d world by preventing excessive moise pollution.greenpeace shud name me adeline da great for havin such a BIG contribution.mine my shit loads of crap.im juz so fcukin stressssssed out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i abandoned my protein drink today.cuz ling and bas said that my dizzyness mite b due to my diet.so i tried abandonin it for a day(i hope).i did feel better.adeline is a much happier person with FOOD!!!but i NEED 2 put myself in such miserable state til prom is over!!!!!!!sigh...... stress without food to distress makin it stress *to the power of infinity* for adeline.in case u dunno,previously,da BEST distress medication is FOOD and now im uber stress without food,imagine urself!!!

and now i hv abandone da gym and embrace da swimming pool!!!i hv gone nuts dis few days too.went swimming after a heavy pour.at least it makes me fresher.da main reason i abandoned gym is cuz some stupid-brainless-equipment illiterate-moron spoilt my all time favourite gym steps!!!!!!! im practically useless in gym without steps.i need to warm up with steps.i need my usual 30 mins steps before i can run,jog or wat-so-ever.great!!!!now that idiot had 'destroyed' my warm-up machine,im as bad as handicap in da gym.so my as well i go swimming instead rite?to show off my new swimmin suit.and also,da pool can hide my fats!!!!!

shit!!just realised that my math is pretty screwed at d moment and i only hv 2 days maximum to mend it! GREAT!!!! so much for my TER of 98.i think every inch of my confidence went down da drain!!!not to mention,my intelligence are declining at a super fast rate with finals approaching!!!i need my BRAINS back!!!!!!!!!!

ok.enuf of my useless rantings.i bet my loyal readers are cursing in their heart 'cant adeline blog bout sumthn BETTER & MORE INTERESTING" not my fault.im not supposed to even get near d damn com.but my hands r juz god damn itchy.hopefully,prayin darn hard that im able to sit still in front of my study table and drown myself in my mountain-high text books for da next 2 weeks.da probability of me restraining from da com is rather low.i will be GLAD if im able to stay away from da com for AT LEAST a week,ot AT LEAST till my math paper is over.

one sentence : I SUCK IN SELF CONTROL-SELF DETERMINATION-PERSEVERANCE !!!

that applies in both studies and weight control.

ppl,wish me luck in my finals ( i DESPERATELY NEED THEM) and also my losing-weight programme (which i NEED TO!!!)

phew....i din noe i hv written such a long post on pure craps and my complaints!

~toodles~

*adeline da GREATEST!!!!*