its less than 24 hours b4 my bio paper is over and NO MORE bio EVER for me AGAIN!!! (tt wuz wat i said after spm bio paper last year,and im stil stuck wit bio a year later) but dis time,its for real cuz i aint taking medicine,dentistry,pharmacy,biomed or wtv which require bio.thou i DID think bout dentistry at 1 point.but da fees is so damnnnnn expensive.NO twinnin.imagine doin 5 yrs FULL for bio sc course in aus.a staggering $ 32000 a yr.u do da math urself.which means im goin 2 take commerce,majoring in accounts and finance next year.my uni life will be probably 10 times easier den SAM or more. *yippee*

as i had mentioned in da previous postS how unfunctioning my brain and my concentration residing in mars while nerding,AT LEAST i MANAGED to concentrate and finished revising bio and d past papers i sat dis yr dis morning.which means i left d actual past yrs & my brief notes to go tru.den its time 2 go 2 battlefield.i hope that my invigilator dis time is not as ANNOYING as my previous 1 during math paper.for god's sake,DUN wear heels when u ARE invigilating,u noe how f**king annoying izit when im trying so hard 2 brain storm,thinkin for da answer and ur blardy heels is *kik kok kik kok*-ing there all time.use da least cow sense u hv,ur DISTURBING me from performing.moron!!!its makes me even more exasperated when da paper is damn hard!!!arghhh!!!!!!

i hv been constantly counting down til da day my paper ends,instead of being a super nerd.im getting more and more excite.rite.its juz finals.well,u WILL be excited if ur under constant stress,reading da same old thg OVER and OVER AGAIN.that's so effingg tedious yet u hv no choice.u get da point?

and i seriously think that my aim of getting a TER of 98% is totally impossible.
as impossible as david beckham being my husband.
so no hope for scholarship.which in turn,no aussie land for me next year.
which mean no sony T-10 for me.
which means my freedom is still restricted,stil being control like a bloody 8 yr old little gal.
sigh.my fault.for not working hard enuf.
i wonder sumtimes,izit like wat my mum said?
that im over-confident?juz cuz i did a LIL' better in my trials.
and my head expanded?
seriously,i dunno.can sum1 plz tell me?

after my parents went IDP yesterday i think da chances of me flying away 2 aussie land next year is decreasing EXPONENTIALLY.(is thr such thg?wtv.)
cuz da fella told them that da minimum requirement 2 apply for PR is to study AT LEAST 2 yrs in aus.
so it doesnt reli make ANY diff whether im thr 2 yrs or 3 yrs.
which me, 99.9% im gonna stuck in dis unsafe community for another yr.
da only good thg is i DUNNEED 2 do chores myself YET and im stil able 2 see all my frens!!!!
but that's another pathetic year for adeline's already-pathetic-social-life.
well,wtv it is its stil up to my finals results.(daddy's fav line)
oh,and i juz found out that LSE accept SAM result.
im so gonna apply for it.
imagine how good is it if i get accepted into LSE,one of da most prestigious uni in UK or i would say,d entire world.
well,mind u,its juz IMAGINING.its not like i WILL get accepted anyway.
hey,its NO HARM dreaming.
speaking about dreaming,i dreamt that i went london for hols. (its juz a random fact)

lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala.....
exam is gonna be over soooooonnnnnnnnnnnn........

I SERIOUSLY CANT WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and im gonna wish my frens who are taking SPM soon AFTER my finals all da best....u ppl can do it.
its juz SPM and u guys shud noe how 'high' their standard is cuz they need to suit those brainless-u-noe-who.

~toodles~