im feelin like shit now.
or prob worst den it.worst den shit.
why?

firstly,im NOT ALLOWED to go to pangkor with my ex-classmates cuz its too dangerous taking public transport and i will be goin out ALL hols.yearite.all hols.more like im like a freakin free maid doin MOST of da hsework WITHOUT bein paid.and my social life is like da most pathetic one among my frens.rite.all about going out during my whole hols..talkin bout safety,i mite get bomb by any terrorist while watchin tv @ home.im 18 for christ's sake.

secondly,im deprived from $$$$$.in another word,im BROKE.im like da most pathetic teenager,gettin NO allowance during my hols,and im on my OWN expenses durin outings and i still NEED 2 shop MYSELF for my new year clothing.wat more worst can it be?and i CANT work cuz im NOT ALLOWED to AGAIN.

thirdly,im like da one doin ALL da damn hsework.fair enough that i need 2 contribute 2 da family,but that DOESNT mean that i can be taken granted of.fine,i tolerate.but it sucks when u do d work out of ur heart yet ppl stil think that ur NOT and being screwed for nuts.and ur sacrifice wuznt get d LEAST appreciation.

forthly,i cant hv A PEACE OF MIND for da past 3 weeks of hols.its either hsework or goin out tooooo much (oh yea,im SO SURE bout that,if im goin out too often,there's no such thing as occasionally or seldom edi.) hvin d 1 month trial for fitness first seems 2 be USELESS since i will get screwed if i go TOO OFTEN.(define often plz someone)

seriously,i can probably go mad or suffer from a serious mental breakdown before i start uni.imagine
livin with a person with a hormones unstability,and may juz let it out on u any second,like a volcano.and all da fingers are alwiz pointing at u when 99.99% is not ur fault.yes.get screwed for nuts every singe damn day.even its not ur fault,u will juz get screwed for sum shit ass,unreasonable,senseless reason juz for da sake of god noes wat.and den,eventhou u were doin tonnes of hsework,u are stil accused of not doing enuf.that's not d end of it YET,its juz da beginnin in fact.and its NOT GOOD 2 follow series till da wee hours.hello???? its AFTER exams for crying out loud.who on da mother earth,in da name of god wud give a DAMN on whether u follow series for 24 hours.and yes,u get nagged non stop from doin that.furthermore,u were accused of goin out sooooo often when ur social life is negative with ppl keep complainin that u r potong steam.that's like fuckin annoyin.and and and when u wanna work and earn sum money for my shoppin,u are not allowed 2 yet being scolded everyday for spendin like a billionaire daughter.i know i m not.but here u say that im spending too much,and there u are restrainin me from earnin money.its like so contradictin.yea.that's how 'INTERESTIN' and wat a 'WONDERFUL' and 'ENJOYABLE' hols i hv,and am going 2 face for 2 more months.