ok...after some time w'out posin..i dun feel gud so ere m i again back in action...i sooooooooo luv johan's hat!!!!1



poser....d hat is LOVELY!!! captain jack sparrow wanna-be????



mua babes-sook yen,serena n i....my face looks like pancake!!!


serena da bday gal...


v were juz bored in lan class..


my HORROR highness diana n moi..


frenzzz 4ever...yen,fei,me serena....

i noe tt i SHUDNT be bloggin n shud b study instead...but its a friggin fri nite n i hv acsolutely no mood 4 studyin...din go gym s well...after all d junks i ate....bubble tea..timtam...but im PROUD 2 say tt i din do any of those self-induced pukin...improvin jac....haha...

damn....damn.damn..im super worried bout my test n yet im bloggin ere...imagine u need 2 go tru bio da 2nd time...so effinnnnn TEDIOUS...nthn interestin...seriously...god noes y on earth i chose PURE sc when im takin ACCOUNTIN next year!!!no connection AT ALL!!! actually it wuz cuz i wuz confused between accountant n pharmacists....stilll...i REGRETTED considerin all da stress im goin tru now!!!geesh...silly me..

col wuz FUN today as da deep blue sea is full wit planctons again supplyin da fishes wit enuf suppliments...juz tt i think thr hv been sum mutation on da plankton til da fishes hv prob wit their erm say fins...gosh...im crappin ere...gud luck in understandin yea??lolz...

well...i think i better get goin since i muz continue nerdin.... b4 my naggin(dun think thr's suc word) mother ll start naggin me 4 gluin myself in front of d com...wtv man...i cant shop,no mov,no tv...den wth m i supposed 2 do besides nerdin n listenin 2 my songs???

~ciaoZ~

shit!!!shouldnt i b studyin instead of bloggin??????????

well,knowin adeline.who COULDNT resist da temptation of USIN D COM..how could she possible 2 blog AFTER her test which is 2 weeks later????

MISSION IMPOSSIBLE!!!

hmm...supposed 2 head 2 da gym after my senseless eatin!!!wout controllin...i reli hate it...da more im tryin 2 control wat im eatin.da more i eat...think im binge eatin now....which leads 2 guilt after dis...n my pukin...well dis is not exactly da1st time i puke due 2 guilt after eatin like a pig....accordin 2 yen,d last time i did wuz sumwhr around my midyear....which leads 2 a conclusion....

-exam = stress!!!
stress= eat more
stress - worry bout weight
da more i stress,da more i eat,da more i wanna control,da more i eat....in another words...

I EAT ALOT DURIN TEST...OR I WUD SAY STRESS....

n all dis 'piggin' actually makes me feel guilty and.......u noe wat ll i do...i freakin noe tt its v bad 4 ur intestine n so on...but its uncontrollable u c!!!many ppl mite b sayin serve u rite but they dun exactly understand.....u dun feel anythn while eatin its only AFTER u eat...den all da guilt come rushin towards ur mind....n lead 2 da self-induced pukin....i hv tried several times 2 stop dis habbit...once i thot tt im actually recoverin fr it...i ll strart 2 do it again...gosh!!!y cant i juz live wit wat m i....w'out concernin 2 muc on my weight...or mayb i shud rephrase it...y cant i EAT LESS EXERCISE MORE???considerin da fact tt i go 2 da gym almost everyday,regularly,often,i dun seem 2 thin down...is it due 2 my cravins???

juz came across dis article yesterday whr researches found out tt cravings is actually asorta response 2 thirst....ppl often crave 4 food when they r thirsty n drink v little water which is darn tru 4 my taste since i drink reli limited water everyday...fr now on i ll TRY MY BEST 2 drink more water 2 reduce my cravings....so ppl..i crave is NOT cuz of wtv stupid pregnant or shits...i noe its juz a joke...but u noe it can b ANNOYIN n IRRIRATIN when u guys keep teasin nonstop expecially ur target is da son of da bitch!!!its f*ckin humilatin 2 actually get associated wit HIM!!! whereas 4 other 'candidates',wth?do i look like i ll go 4 those ppl?no offence but sorry not my type....so STOP IT wit tt pregnant thing wit thesssseeee ppl....

apart fr weight stress,thr is also study stress!!!!!s u al can c...im stil bloggin ere wit common test cumin soon next week....cuz d freakin com is on!!!dammit.....adeline seriously has zero determination....imagine 15 mins 2 settle down b4 i study....after a pathetic half an hour of studyin,i start wanderin around my hse,walkin around 4 another half an hour,den another 15 mins 2 settle down....c how gud my studies can b ya?

FOCUS!!!

CONCENTRATE!!!

hv sum pics 2 post but 2 lazy 2 upload...so pics later...anywayz is miracle!!!!no pics uploaded in 2 post...jac n nel..u guys gonna stike lottery soon....lolz...

cant wait 4 test 2 b over s i hv whole lots of stuffs 2 do:
-movies -DRAGON TIGER GATE!!!,the lakehse,breakup,click,pulse,n lotsssss more
-finish my oth s3,oc s2 n oc s3,lost....
-campX!!!!!!!!
-lose weigt HOPEFULLY!!!
-chill wit my beloved darlin frenssss...miss u guys sooooooooooo muc!!!!

hv i mentioned tt nicholas tse has so effinnnnn hot n drop dead gorgeous bod!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! seriously DAMN HOT!!!u guys shud check him out..hopefully i get 2 post a topless pic of him ere...hehehe....

time 4 gym after d m&ms i had consumed earlier on....more 2 b updated soon...

~ciaoZ~

HAPPY BDAY CHINGZ!!!!!!!!

HAPPY BELATED SERENA!!!!!

luv u babes.....

i havent been bloggin for some time edi...hv been quite bz wit col...nv-endin hw+d common test which is 'cumin soon'...gosh col can b reli sucky at times....when u were al streesed out wit ur work..seein tt d ct date is approachin u,n yet u stil din do enuf preparation or even worst u werent studyin hard enough to prepare for d test....gettin panickin day after day...insomnia is back(not d reli serious 1 thou),wakin up from sleep cuz d image of flunkin exam sudd juz appear in ur dreams...one word..STRESS!!!!

well s expected i did NO studyin durin d weekend cuz my cousins,aunt n grandma were down 2 kl fr perlis 4 my cousin's convo....they were wew since fri...but i went out wit my frens,ex classmates 2 b exact 4 loga's farewell..he ll b leavin mal 2 uk...lucky him...had dinner in taman tun's pizza hut....another 1 who leaves mal...*jealous* how many of my frens r lucky enuf 2 study abroad? kart,chaiying,qiliang n now loga....dis lucky peeps n im stil stuck ere in mal...a reunion wit my old pals make me realise how important tru frens r its so hard 2 actually find TRU FRENS...i define tru frens s those who treat u SINCERELY,who's willin 2 b thr 4 u when u need them eventrhou they mite b teasin u 24/7...after goin 2 col....i find it pretty hard 2 actually make tru frens...many of them are juz FRENS...whr u say hi-bye,joke around durin classes but they are definitely not da ones who ll actually cry together wit u when ur down....they ll only laugh wit u when ur happy....dis is da reality of da world...ppl are superficial...thank goodness,i wuz blessed wit a few cloze tru frens whom i can actually pour my secrets 2,share my sorrow...cheerin me up when im down....

I RELI APPRECIATE MY FRENS,TRU FRENS...U PPL NOE WHO UR...

ok..i dunno y on earth m i soundin so emo ere....but heck,frenship is important in our lifes...imagine ur all alone in dis world,no1 2 share ur joy,sorrows,triumphs,achievements, wit u..tt's SO scary...leavin al by urself...well,thr's dis particular guy in my class who is super annoyin,irritatin fella...sum of u might b able 2 guess...yea..he is da H2S in my class who emits pungent ordour which is unbearable...imagine how bad izit even ur perfume come overcome tt smell...im NOT against him juz cuz of his smell..i mean If he's nice n al...im fine wit u...serious...BUT UR NOT!!!
STIL doin weird noise whenever ppl ask d lecturers question...do u actually hv a prob wit us not understandin d lectures n v r juz tryin 2 understand it?juz cuz v had nv been 2 adp like YOU!!!so stop it...din u realise how annoyin when im tryin2 understand n u start makin noise like sum kinda creature...n...muz u interupt ppl's conversation alwiz?answer question when ppl is not askin u...juz shut da fcuk up...n dun start laughin while shakin ur head'intensely's if its gonna fly off ur head anytime...esp when all ur 'beloved' lecturers were defendin u n screwed us up!!!


ok enuf of tt sesat fella....im gud enuf not 2 call him an asshole man...bac 2 my weekend...went 2 ou 2 days...n yea i shopped again...hell yea..eventhou im BROKE!!!!bought 2 skirts n 2 tops which only cost me 76 bucks in total..CHEAP huh?but yay!!!i settle all my debts!!!!i dun owe anyone money edi...i made a bet wit my frens 2 prevent myself fr further spendin...i CANT spend my money on clothes til my bday or else i gotta spend them starbucks...gud ya...i noe...im a person lack wit determination...i sudd came 2 my sense,feelin guilty n reli bad spendin my parents hard earn money wit a snip of finger....buyin so many clothes...but its essential n d stuffs i bought were CHEAP n i mean REAL CHEAP!!!!if u dun get em during sales,when r u gonna get em man...n i need clothes since im in col now...yea...but i DO feel a twinge of guit EVERYTIME i spent...

IM NOT GOIN 2 SPEND MONEY ON CLOTHES TIL MY BDAY!!I CAN DO IT..

n it also makes me 2 feel bad for keep askin em 2 send me 2 aus next year...i reli wanna go overseas next year...they hv BETTER study environment(DUH)..but considerin tt my parents r supposed 2 'sponsor' a staggerin amont of 100k PER YEAR juz 2 send me overseas....its kinda bad of me 4 keep demandin 2 study overseas rite?,ayb i shall juz do twinnin prog ll do...eventhou i did reli hope 2 get into melb uni...which cost MORE den other unis with 23k 4 tuition fees itself PER YEAR...u money suckers!!!muz u ppl keep increasin ur edi-so -expensive tuition fees...makin poor ppl like me couldnt afford 2 go overseas....hmph....HOPEFULLY i can get a partial scholarship..which means i gotta nerd hard fr now on 2 finals...actually dis is da LEAST i cud 2 for my parents...study hard n pass my SAM wit flyin colours....keep my fingers crossed!!!

apart fr studyin,my another MAJOR prob is my weight...i cant seem 2 lose weight or more precise i cant seem 2 control my diet well..sumhow i DO cut down on fats n oily stuffs.but i can stil feel myself bloatin up...shit i alwiz consume more food when im hvin exams cuz i EAT MORE DURIN STRESS which is pretty much opposite fr most ppl...yea...n i exercise constantly..at least 4 times a week... but i skipped gym today cuz i wuz tired n no mood eventhou i pigged again...now wit a lil eatin after 12o'clock in d afternoon make me feel guilty...i think im on da verge 2 bcum a bulemic again....sigh...seriously..sumtimes i jzu dun understand y muz i b so obssessed wit my weight...prob cuz 99% of my frens r thinner den me...sigh....gals n their weight prob....

oh n i SOOOO regretted not goin 2 taylors iu on sat cuz accordin 2 sook yen,tcsj wuz like an ocean filled wit hot guys!!!!frenly hot guys mind u....i mean thr r a few hot guys i actually spotted b4 dis but they r s cool s an iceberg...n sum r even freakin lansi...so....its like IM SO DUMB 4 not goin n my mum actually allows me 2 go!!!
HOW STUPID CAN I BE???SUMONE SHOOT ME PLZ...argh!!!!!
im not a despredo ok..its juz tt scoutin 4 hot guys is a hobby 2 release stress...muz fulfil ur eye's hunger wit hot eye candies...lolz....its da same s u GUYS out thr checkin out hot chiqs....

i think tt's al...had spent quite sumtime postin dis entry...gotta bathe,dinner n NERD HARD....dun think i ll b bloggin anytime soon...switch 2 nerdin mode...hopefully i can resist d 'bloggin temptation' n only blog after common test...

*yea dis is my FIRST EVER post w'out any pics...since al my frens said i hv been posin tooo muc n it seems like its on da pathway of being lala...hey ITS NOT STATED IN DA LAW TT POSIN IS AGAINST DA LAW...fine den i ll tone down for da next few days b4 im back 2 action again.. (",)

~ciaoZ~

yea dis is my spastic,hedious haircut of mine....


c it wuz MUC BETTER b4 my FINal touch up !!!!y on earth muz i b SO ITCHY hand???
now i muz wait 4 my ever pathetic fringe 2 grow...which at least takes me 1 month n it WUDNT b TT straight anymore...

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wtv...guess i juz need 2 get over it.. ...be ugly 4 a month or so....shoot me plz sumone!!!!

random pic of me n my younger sis after cumin bac fr ou...who's cuter???DUH its me!!!haha....im juz crappin out of boredome




can u bliv tt i actually went ou wit only 6 bucks!!!!i mean 6 bucks!!!!!wat d hell can i buy wit da MISERABLEE 6 bucks!!!!no choice...tt's ALL i hv...poor me!!!!n i saw a frickin chunted padini beach bag 4 only 29 bucks!!!isnt it cheap...sigh...i cant even afford a 29 bucks bag!!!!!

HELp ME!!!!!

i wanna work!!!i need cash DESpERATELY!!!!unfortunately my ct3 is cumin...which means im gonna live wit my broke-ness 4 a month or so....ARGH!!!!!

oh btw

MICHAEL WON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




GO FERRARI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



stupid massa..wat stupid strategy were u usin???u WERE leadin alonso ALL da way til d FINAL pit stop n u LOST 2 tt STUpID alonso??????????how could u???i wuz expectin a FERRARI 1-2!!!n now u RUINED it...n ferrari only cut d gap wit renault wit 2 points?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

gtg now...time 2 nerd...hv been slackin durin d weekends...2 more weeks 2 ct3...n i noe nuts bout my stuffs!!!
grandma n cuzzies cumin next week summore!!!!

which mean i muz

NERD kau!!!!

~ciaoZ~

argh!!!!!

havent been bloggin 4 a few days...hv been kinda bz wit col n HWsss...yea...n common test3 is juz around da corner so im TRYIN RELI HARD 2 nerd....but din reli suceed thou...

i cant stand my fringe,thinkin tt its kinda long n my ITCHY hand couldnt stand it n i cut my own fringe!!!

hell yea... i cut my own fringe...

actually it WUZ perfectly FINE b4 i did my LAST touch up ...c....not bad rite???


b4 i cut...its kinda long...



after i cut but b4 final touch up...

it looks perfectly ok rite?but hv n idea wat da heck is wrong wit me...i CONTINUED cuttin n its damn short now...pics 2 b uploaded later..d hedious one!!!!

reli hv no idea y on earth m i doin dis when i JUZ straightened n cut my fringe A MONTH AGO!!!
muz b due 2 over-stressed out in col!!!!feel like shootin myself n now i HV 2 wait 4 a FEW months b4 my fringe grow again!!!!

DAMN!!!

poser is back in action 4 d past few days...


happy bday DENISE!!!!! ur 18 now!!!!


johan sng n i...


sook yen n i...me lookin horrible....


sook yen n i again..in bio lab...



us again...v juz CANT STOp camwhorin....


serena darlin n i....




cant even give up posin eventhou im in gym...ENGLAND!!!!


stil n alwiz an ENGLAND fan eventhou they lost .....

hopefully i get 2 buy pirates of d carribean 2 : d dead man chest tickets cuz

I SO WANNA WATCH TT MOVIE!!!!

ORLANDO BLOOM @ JOHNNY DEpp!!!!!

VIVA ITALIA

VIVA ITALIA!!!!!!
D ITALIANS BEAT DA FRENCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
serve d french rite!!! expect 2 b lucky again juz like u were against portugal,hopin 2 beat italy wit zizou's
penalty???sad 2 say....italy is a BETTER team,they managed 2 equalised b4 half time!!!!! yeaman....
yea...im AN italy supporter!!!nv in my life i wud support france of ALL teams....n dun think i chose italy cuz thr r hunks cuz i CANT find any hunks in their team!!!

*guys out thr....dun keep thinkin tt gals watch d world cup juz 4 da sake of hot guys....if we DUn enjoy da game,do u think its possible 4 us 2 stay AWAKE 4 da whole 90 mins or more if d match goes into extra time watchin 20 ppl chasin over a ball in like 3 in da mornin truout d whole tournament??? hell no!!! so dis proved tt v ladies DO hv
passion in futbal!!! *

n mind u ppl, i ALSO watched d EpL,champions league...n i hv been watchin for 4 years edi...does tt mean tt i only watch 4 da sake of hunks??? if tt's da case i wud wake up in d MIDDLE of DA NITE 2 catch champions league matches...so guys

STOp THINKIN TT ALL GALS WATCH FUTTIE JUZ CUZ OF HOT HUNKS!!!!DUN THINK TT ONLY GUYS CAN WATCH FUTTIE!!!!

tt's a SO wrong perception!!!!

ok bac 2 my ever TIRIN day after stayin up 2 watch da grand finale of 2006 germany fifa world cup...causin me serious deprivation of beauty sleep,lookin like a DEAD DUCK in col...wearin my ugly glasses lookin like a nerd...wuz damn TIRED d whole day in col..can barely concentrate durin lectures...whic means less den half of my lectures were actually absorbed by my dried up brain...cum on...less den 3 hours of sleep,of course i cant b s energetic s usual rite?

today's classes were tedious s usual...except 4 bio v did sum experiment usin ohp,da light wuz FREAKIN BRIGHT,so sook yen n i decide 2 pose wit our shades along wit serena n wen fei....while waitin 4 da stupid leave dics 2 rise!!!


sam n i...v looked like sum investigator fr da CSI lab..cool huh?


wen fei n i..me lookin weird ere...


me,sook yen n serena.....lurve dis pic!!!!

after a hectic day..its FINALLY time 2 go home!!!!!s usual....sook yen,bein my camwhore partner while waitin 4 her fren 2 fetch us home,v started 2 pose in d cafeteria...

-suki yuki n i-me lookin so dead n my eyes r EXTRMELY TINY 2day!!!

US again....nerdy lookin me but IM NOT A NERD!!!!!

lookin SOOOOOOO sleepy!!!

bluek!!! lurve dis pic2...

xuyen n i in cafeteria...she lookin s energetic s usual....

denise n i.....luv ur earrins babe!!!

sigh....wanted 2 replenish my beauty sleep at 1st...but i hv DAMN ALOT of hw 2 be done...chem quiz tmr summore...wth???tryin 2 kill me???causin MORE SERIOUS hair-baldin prob 2 me!!!!

peeps,today's post is da best ya?no individual poser pics...cuz not lookin gud today...lolz...

~ciaoZ~

sumone plz shoot me !!!! i m stop shoppin since last week but bein an addicted shopaholic...n im like frickin BROKE n yet i stil went shoppin today wit kayi....god dammit!!!!

while waitin 4 kayi i went 2 mng n i bought 2 tops!!!!
cant resist da temptetion cuz its freakin CHEAp...
an MNG basic tube cost only 15 bucks!!!
a spaghethi top only 19bucks!!!!
isnt it CHEAp 4 MNG????
thrfore bein a shopaholic i bought a red tube n orange spaghethi top!!!!


tada...my new top!!!

after tt i saw d car exhibition thr...bein a SpORTS CAR LOVER,i went 2 check em out...
GOSH!!!! da mazda X-5 is super duper uber CHUNTED!!!
check it out!!!






i LUV it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its GORGEOUS!!!!!



mazda CX-7: mua dad's fav....

ok

I FINALLY GOT MY IpOD NANO!!!!!!!!
MY MOST pRECIOUS pOSSESION!!!
after my samsung E730...


ipod nano!!!


my new ipod nano!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MUA pRECIOUS!!!!



new pouch 4 my nano!!!!



new ipod + new casin + new pouch!!!!!


pink ipod armband!!!motivation 2 gym!!!



me...after a hectic day....darn tired!!!

i promise

IM SO GONNA BE A NERD TMR!!!!!!!!!
STUDY TIL I DROp!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IM NOT GOIN 2 SHOp TIL MY BDAY WHEN I RECEIVE MONEY!!!!

*my frens out thr....today's post is da least poser post as i hv only 2 of MY pics!!!!!

~ciaoZ~

its FINALLY friday!!!!!!!
weekend = movies = shoppin but sad 2 say i hv NO MORE cash left....so i can only go 4 movies!!!
im goin out wit kayi tmr 2 watch tokyo drfit!!!! HOpEFULLY i can get my tickets dis time!!! stupid bunch of mcs,wat's da prob if i M GOIN 2 turn 18 in another 3 more months...

actually my parents r kinda reluctant 2 let me out,sayin tt y i like watchin mov so muc,thr r lotsa shows on tv s well,tt it has becum a weekly routine 2 go out but

HELLO !!!!!!!!

im 18 dis year or turnin 18 dis year n i stil DUN go out
-everyday
-at nite
-on weekdays

which is EXTREMELY pATHETIC 4 a 18 year old teen!!!!!

den my dad started 2 say tt 'u hv an ipod edi no need 2 watch so much mov,u hv few more months left den ur free....blablabla' n he expect me 2 NERD 4 DA NEXT 3 MONTHS W'OUT TV N MOV!!! u mite s well shoot me at my head or bang my head 2 da wall...wit my nerdin rate now,i m oso feelin DARN LIFELESS s a col student edi n if i were 2 study 24/7 w'out entertainment,u ll definitely c me in tanjung rambutan b4 my SAM finals!!!

my dad is nice n all but one thing i cant stand is he's TOO CONSERVATIVE!!!
~no DARK,WEIRD colours on my nails..only LIGHT pink,skin colour..( my s well i DUN paint)
~he thinks tt its pointless watchin mov : its a waste of time n money... (so darn UNTRU!!!)
~ i shud go out so often...mind u i think my social life s a col student is -ve!!!!!

apart fr tt,he's reli cool...s long s i perform in my academic he is alrite wit things i do...a lil' bit more open den my mum...

col today in col wuz s borin s usual...nthn muc...luckily i hv sumthn interestin 2 do....huntin 4 fish if u guys understand....tt keeps ur col life interestin....lolz....n not 2 forget cam-whore does brighten up my day!!!! i noe most of mua frens cant stand da 'rate' im camwhorin now....but heck...i juz LUV TAKIN pICS!!!

n who is my partner of camwhore 2day????
SAM KOR!!!!! aka sem...


bluek....


sam kor n i wit sara showin off her teeeeth!!!my face look DAMn chubby!!!DAMN!

wuz friggin tired after i came bac fr col...da super duper triple HOT weather is killin me!!!!gosh da sun is scroching n it had been a while since a heavypour...sumtimes i juz wish tt im in a winter country now!!!! da heat is makin me MORE lethargic!!!!! headache....sleepy....lazy 2 head 2 da gym...which is da worst thing after consumin loads of carbs durin d day...

LUCKILY i managed 2 get my ass off d cosy bed n air-con room...da atmosphere is damn gud 2 continue sleepin after i wuz woke up by my alarm clock....my DETERMINATION of gettin thinner won da battle against my laziness!!!! took me a while thou 2 get my heavy ass 2 da gym...cuz i HATE exercise but ppl like me wit unbelivably LOW metabolism rate hv NO OTHER CHOICE but 2 exercise if i dowan 2 b catogerised in da fatty obese group.. =(

since da gym wuz empty except 4 my sis n i,i decided 2 snap a few pics again since i havent actually pose in da gym b4...lolz....


me in specs....look like a nerd!!



-posin again- my cheecks r pretty red...guess its a gud sign..my blood is circulating WELL!!! lameness (t,t)



me w'out specs!!! cant live w'out contacts since i definitely look better w'out nerdy specs!!!!
















tt's all 4 now...my mum is ere n i gotta finish all my hw!!

~ciaoZ~