Sunday, November 25, 2007

RANDOM WEEKEND with HEAPS of PHOTOSSSS!!!

its so good to have a fast internet connection after enduring the shit-est connection on earth2 weeks after your exams.
the definition of shit-ty connection is it takes you more than 15 mins to load a page and often when 3 quarter of the page has loaded and suddenly " problem loading page" appeared.
THAT was how shit my connection was.

in case you guys are wondering how did i get a better connection,i am currently @ one of my cousin's place @ berela,NOT uni.
i do miss my blog heaps!wtf,therefore i have decided to be nice * cough* and update before i leave to melbourne on tuesday! ( CANT WAIT!!!)
this weekend was an eventful and random.

THURSDAY
went for helen's and clarise's 19th and 18th respectively birthday party @ forbes hotel in the city.
as usual,i was fashionably late,met up with jady,jade and kirstie before we head there together.
it was pretty good besides the fact that the djs were crap,playing some random songs such as I'M A BARBIE GIRL,LADY MARMALDE(something like that,the spanish one) ,BYE BYE BYE! also,i was abit under-dressed since 99.99% of the girls were wearing dress and i was in a top and jeans.=.=" let the picture do the talking,shall we?


helen,birthday girl #1 and i


clarise,birthday girl # 2 and i


michelle


kirstie


jade


i-cant-remember-the-name
( i am sorry!),helen,adeline and jady


mich and i again *since when did i start smiling with my teeth showing?*

eric.michelle.adeline.


dont-know-his-name and chen

FRIDAY
had a looonggg MSO meeting which lasted for almost 4 hours!!!
guess where i spent my friday night?up in the central coast @ copa cabana.

it was SO RANDOM!
i mean jesse did mention to me before but he didnt really confirm the details with me.
he called around 1ish and asked whether am i going.

after a much contemplation,i decided to drop by a night,with jesse assuring me that i am gonna get a lift back to sydney on saturday.
meeting finished @ quarter to 7 and i was supposed to meet them in the city @ 730.
got home,packed in 5 FREAKIN MINUTES and rushed to the city. we get there around 10ish as we stopped by maccas for late dinner and went to coles for some grocery shopping.
no photos from that random roadtrip as i was too cbf to get my camera out.
wait till i get them off facebook.=)

SATURDAY
went to the beach and got myself a LIL tan,finally.
i am actually loving it when i get tanner(which might results in skin cancer 10 years later.*TOUCH WOOD*)
it turned out that no one was going back that day.
jesse dropped ally and i @ gosford station,caught a train back to sydney which took me an hour and a half,not to mention the half an hour waiting time.
madness i tell you!
arrived sydney around 730,rushed home get changed,slapped on some make up and rushed back to the city to meet up with sally,her bf and linda and headed to
donutz 21st birthday party @ shelbourne hotel.
the food there was good,sadly i missed the bar tab so yea as we reached there @ 9 when it started @ 630.
the speeches and video clips were SO SWEEEET!!!!!
moreeee picturesss=)



donutz the birthday boy and i.
*in case you guys are confused why was he in this outfit,the theme was cocktail with ONE ITEM OF CHINESE PRIDE.i did wear pearls earrings as my chinese pride*


linda and i


sally,tima,mua and linda
* dont i look tanner????pls say yes.=P*


us three<3>


us again


kat and i


cindy and i

to sum my weekend up,i packed my stuffs till 3 am in the morning and woke up @ 8 friggin am in the morning.
which means,i am DEAD EXHAUSTED NOW!
however,my perseverance to upload photos in facebook and to blog kept me up till now.wtf

guess what?
DAVID BECKHAM IS MAKING AN APPEARANCE IN MYERS IN THE CITY ON WEDNESDAY WHEN I AM IN MELBOURNE!!!!
why is this happening to me??????????
OH NO!
bah!!!


ANYWAYS,

not gonna blog till i am in melbourne if i could be bothered.=)


ps: more photos are up in facebook.

pps: does anyone know how to get me serial number for photoshop CS3 so that i could edit the photos and make them nicer and more presentable?thanks!


laterS

Tuesday, November 20, 2007


sorry for the mini hiatus.
will be back soon,when i have more time.
my life is currently revolving around WORKING ( 7 hours on thurs,8hours on sunday,10 hours yesterday,7hours today and another 10 hours tomorrow!!)
hectic,much?
the only thing that keeps me going is the number in my bank account.wtf.
connection is heaps shit as well,not to mention my nightmare,ie packing!
yes,packing is NEVER easy,especially when you need to decide what to stay and what to bring back.
also,souvenirs shopping is giving me headache.i think timtams and chocs will do.=)
i will be flying to melbourne from next tues to the following wed,and there will be approximately one more week spent in sydney before i GO HOME!!!
no updates for the time being,unless i could find some time.
will be back in no time,dont worry!!!



Thursday, November 15, 2007

SMELL OF FREEDOM!!!!


i am so sick of all the government policies,those models in macro.
thank god,this is my FINAL PAPER OF THE YEAR.
i woke up at 5.30 am to do last minute revision,with my eyebags getting bigger.



look at those eyebags,its horrendous i tell you!
and my eyes are getting smaller.
no more staying in the library 24/7!!!!

4 more hours till i am officially off for my summer break!!!
i could SMELL FREEDOM NOW,not long till i TASTE it!!!
wooo0000t!!!!
although i will be dead tired,with minimum amount of sleep for the last 2 days,and work from 3-10 pm later ( gay i know,think of the CASH i am gonna get!!!)
i think i am gonna hit bondi junction after exam for RETAIL THERAPY ( ie,SHOPPING!!)
its time to start looking for souvenirs.=)


gonna get another can of V on the way to the racecourse to energize myself.


FINALLY,no more sinful cravings for chocolate!!
i have my daily serving of chocolate for 2 weeks!!!!OMG!
its about time to DETOX
(my detox ONLY involve my food diet,doesnt include others,such as.......have a guess!)


time to keep these sinful brain food.
time for healthy food like greens and fruits!


gtg now.
FINAL battle.wtf


weather is gonna be AWESOME this week,cant wait till i ENJOY them nicely (this doesnt sound right,but heck)
BONDI BEACH FOR TANNING TOMORROW!!!
i am EXCITED.seriously,i have no idea since when am i addicted to this shit.

gonna change my blogskin soon.
the current one is gay!

laterS!

Monday, November 12, 2007

BAH!-edited-

finance went totally shithouse today.
and when i say shithouse,i really do mean it.
its the WORST est exam i ever sat in my entire life ever since i was brought to this earth.wtf.
i was aiming for a HD before,but now,i shall settle with a credit or maybe pass.wtf
seriously,whoever who told me that fins 1613 is easy,UTTER BULLSHIT!
not when you get fkn zhian chen as ur lecturer!
couldnt teach for nuts but the questions he set are harder than master's paper.wtf
BAH!!!
my brain is drained till i couldnt even get myself to study macro.
was at the library from 9-1 before exams,then exam was 2-4pm.
my brain couldnt take it no more!!!! i have no choice though.BAH!
got a double scoop ice cream with 3 flavours as an anti depressant!
green tea ( my ALL TIME FAVOURITE) hokey pokey (vanila and honey comb.YUM!) and marble (vanila and choc with cookies)
sinful but heck,couldnt give a shit at this moment,i need some brain food.


digression.
enough of exams shit which makes me more depressed everytime i talk about it.


was blog stalking as per usual,and i found out something interesting.
apparently,there was a protest going on last saturday in my BELOVED sarcasm intended country.
reasons?not very sure because the local media were obviously trying to cover up such embarrassing news from the nation why am i not surprised.
by blog hopping from a different blogs and asked my friend about it,i sorta get the rough idea about what happened.
however,i shall not speak more and i was asked to delete this post in case i get caught by the gov's people and disappear into thin air.
so much for a democratic country and freedom of speech.
BS!


despite my semi dead braincells,i need to force myself to continue my date with my macro textbook.


LATERS.

Sunday, November 11, 2007

i am hungry.
i am stressed.
have been in the library since noon.gonna plant my ass here till midnight.
finance is literally suffocating me to death,8310830123801238 formulas to remember,50 questions in 2 hours.
bah!!!!!

Saturday, November 10, 2007

macro is doing my head in now!!!
there are just so MANY words AND graphs for me to remember.
and i have been binging on junks since i started studying.
bought a packet of chips and a packet of M&Ms.
a total of 400 g of junk food.
not good.
half of my M&Ms and chips are already in the progress in turning into extra lipid under my adipose tissues.
and i am currently munching my other half of M&Ms which i wanted to keep for tomorrow.
the total calories consumed? dont even want to think about it.
with the rate i am munching now,i am pretty sure i need new choc tomorrow.
i think i am increasing the rate of getting diabetes.wtf
my temporary self console : i did exercise today.
back to classical theory and keynesian theory.
seriously,why must these people go against each other in every single theory?
bah

Friday, November 09, 2007

THE TALE OF A STOLEN SHOE.wtf

regarding to my previous short and brief post,i shall explain it now.

story now begins.....

as usual,adeline is taking her power-nap at the library after most of her energy were drained from sitting her first paper,QMB.
to make herself feels comfortable,she took of her flats and cross her legs on the chair and find the most comfortable position to nap.
after a good 30 minutes nap,adeline was left in shock when she found ONE OF HER SHOES was gone.
yes,read carefully ONE FREAKING SHOE. (without the S)
who the fuck in the mother earth would steal ONE SHOE,and left the other one there.
seriously!

what a sad cunt!
my friends told me that it could be a prank,none of my friends were there but and i did go around searching within my vicinity.
but,seriously,if it was a prank by one of my friend,
YOU BETTER WATCH OUT AS I SWEAR THAT I WILL HAUNT YOU FOREVER!
i am still living in disbelief that such misfortune would happened in a library!
A LIBRARY FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!!!!!!
what makes it even more ridiculous is its only ONE SIDE!!!!

i still don't get it how could my SHOE got stolen.
firstly,it was really worn out and look crap!
secondly,why would he/she stole only ONE side and NOT A PAIR!


how did i get home from library with one shoe left?
good question!
aivy who is such a SWEEEETIEEEE PIEEEEEEE walked all the way to uni,all the way up those stairs to the library just to pass me the thongs!!!
she is MY LIFE SAVER!!!!!!!!
i would be SO LOST if it wasn't for her,imagine you are basically stranded with one shoe.
thanks heaps love!!!


i bet my blog is gonna be even more entertaining after this post! as i have received 3 same comments this week : adeline,your blog is so entertaining and it cracks me up!


ANYWAYS,


i so need to exercise again as a busy week kept me occupied and have no time for exercising.
no exercising + pre exams binge eating = oversized adeline = an unhappy me!
gonna exercise tomorrow before planting my ass on the library's chair for the whole day!


ONE DOWN,THREE MORE TO GO!!!!

aint gonna comment about anything about the paper,don't see the point of it.T.T
can't wait till everything is over,
then its PARTAYYYYYY TIME PEOPLEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my life after exams is gonna be pure indulgence besides the working part.
oh well,take it as a sign of CASH INFLOWS!!!!
therefore,my life is gonna revolves around working,PARTYING,shopping,chilling,beach-ing (that's IF the sun is back!) ,tanning (ditto) before i return to my HOMEEEE!!!
i might even go to melbourne IF AND ONLY IF i could afford.
did i mention that i have HEAPS OF movies to catch up on my laptop too?


counting down.............

6 more days to go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




till then,

~toodleS~


OMG!!!!!!!!!!
FAR OUT!!!
I COULDNT BELIEVE IT!!!
MY SHOE (yes,WITHOUT the S which means its one side of my shoes) GOT STOLEN WHILE I WAS NAPPING IN THE LIBRARY?

WTF!

Thursday, November 08, 2007

V


my energy level has been declining day after day this week.
i just feel lethargic all day despite having 7 hours of rest.
i am always feeling physically exhausted and couldnt even bring myself to exercise.
its so annoying as it just makes me feel energy-less,probably its due to my improper diet.
i aint dieting,its just that i am too lazy to cook these days,and i live on biscuits or fruit salad for dinner,bagel for lunch,which obviously i am lack of protein.
ham and cheese sandwich and also tuna salad has been a daily meal much for me for the past few months weeks,and it would be miracle if i were to say that i aint sick of it!
the smell of tuna is enough to make me feel nauseous.
I.CANT.WAIT.TO.GET.HOME and feed myself with ALL the awesome food which i missed for the past 9 months!!!!!

ANYWAYS,

a friend of mine recommended V ( an energy drink) to me which APPARENTLY boost your energy level and that you can concentrate well after drinking it.



compare V with coffee,i still prefer the latter.


V

and guess what?i fell asleep an hour after drinking V when my energy level was supposed to be at the peak.wtf
that shows how weak my current energy level is.wtf
hopefully,i am able to lose some weight which i seriously doubt so.


looking nerdy this days with my glasses on 'cause sometimes i am just too cbf to put my contacts on.


taking a lil' break from studying is ESSENTIAL!

been spending most of my time in the library this days,when i said most i aint exaggerating.
leave for the library after breakkie and only come home around midnight,sleep and the same old routine again.
such a lifeless freak i know,but i have no choice,considering the fact that library is such a conducive place and the only place where i could glue my ass to the chair with the longets concentration life span.
1 more week till i am free,but my first battle begins tomorrow.
confidence interval for the mean of my confidence level of ace-ing my finals:
[ 50.0 , yet-to-be-known-tonight ]

QMB freak much? i think so too,stats overloaded.


was studying with jady at the heffron building yesterday (aka australian school of business)
now,we have a cool building like the law students too =) or maybe cooler.
all the rooms were already taken when i was there*which makes me wonder did they actually arrive @ uni around 8 to start studying*
managed to get a lecture theater though.


look so professional?


check this pluck point out,its SO COOL!!!
you pull it out from your desk when you need it so that it saves space when you dont?


my lunch and dinner on tuesday and dinner yesterday and breakkie today.
in case you guys are wondering,i made 4 tupperwares of fruits salad it was YUMMY.i love fruits!


am supposed to be heading to uni now,however its raining outside and its making me feeling reluctant to even get off my chair!!!
I WANT THE SUN BACK.
btw,i just realised something,weather has never been good ( ie gay) during my exam time.
i have shitloads of laundry to be done,but due to the limitation of sunlight,it is currently unavailable.


this post is totally random,and i post it up for you TIMMY,to provide you with some entertainment as a token of appreciation for copying those TOTALLY-AWESOME-FANTABULOUS-PRISON BREAK for me!!!!


time to practice more QMB.


laters

Monday, November 05, 2007

RANTS

seriously,exams means more blogging for a weird person like me.
and when my life is more happening AFTER exams,my posts seem to be less frequent when i have all the time in the world.
i guess,studying = stress = need to whine
and blog is the best place to whine and rant,especially for ppl like me.

first thing to complain about is the weather.
maximum 18 degress,minimum 14 degrees.
i know that temperature fluctuates especially in countries with four seasons.
however,i didnt expect it to change THAT fast.
it was all nice and sunny yesterday.
PERFECT weather.seriously.


darling harbour!! i LOVE the purple flowers!!!


i want the sun back.=(


i actually enjoyed walking under the sun getting baked,considering how much i used to be anti-sun back home.
i guess part of it cuz its not humid,which wouldnt cause excessive sweating.

today's weather,on the other hand was just GAY!
i dressed up semi-winter like ( long sleeves underneath my dress with stockings and my winter jacket) cuz i didnt see the sun in the morning and i could feel the chilly air in my room.
ok,it wasn't THAT bad when i was walking to uni.
i could however hear the sound of the wind blowing when i was in the library.


a coffee is a must in a cold weather like that to keep me awake.


got a large skim mocha for free from the coffee loyalty card.

studied (more like practising QMB in the library) from 10 am to 2 pm.
then,headed off to work.
i know,its shit needing to work during stuvac ( will come to that later)
the weather after work,literally killed me.
the wind is THAT cold till it pierced through my 3 layers of clothes skin.
no shit,the wind was THAT strong.
along with exams stress,lack of sleep lately,i am starting to fall sick


at the bus stop waiting for the bus and my hands were frozen to ice.
you could roughly tell the layers i wore,in contrary to what i wore yesterday.
got home around 8,popped 2 panadols and slept for 1.5 hours,which explains why am i still wide awake @ this hour.
still not feeling that well,gonna pop another 2 more panadols later.
its heaps gay if i were to fall sick now.


the "nerdy" side of me.

ANYWAYS,

enough shit about the weather,lets change the topic to MY WORK.

no doubt it pays HEAPS good.

but imagine that you weren't allow to take a break off during your stuvac,instead they asked you to work extra shifts.
and they said its only for this week because they have deadlines.
seriously,why did this cunts accept SO MANY JOBS when you know that more than half of your staffs are uni students and they have their finals this week.
what dumb cunts they are.
mind you,i wasn't the only one complaining.
i am fixed for another shift on wednesday: 5-9 pm.
still deciding whether should i just quit my job.
i reckon the "request" of them being desperate for people THIS PARTICULAR FKN WEEK is just unreasonable.
when they know well enough uni students are having their finals.
i overheard this guy was telling his friend " think of the money,think of the money" which i assumed he was complaining about the "extra shifts".
i need the money after exams but,a month here before i go home.
and if i could be bothered,i could actually earn 600- 800 AUSD a week!
imagine i work for a month and spend it back home!
at least RM 5000 !!!!
i would be rich for the 3 months home!

should i or should i not?


my main consideration is my studies of course.D'UH!
my brain cells do not function as efficient as before.
( ie, my intelligence level is declining.)


i think i should really get my arse back to studying macro.
did 2 QMB past years,and its not AS hard as i thought.
i see the light at the end of the tunnel,my hope in obtaining a D in QMB is back!wtf


till then.
~toodleS~

QMB-ing


i am at uni now,library to be specific,consuming all my brain juice doing
QMB past years.
how fun is that,not.
as expected,understand your lecture notes and the theory is one thing,doing past years is another.
which means : the past years are SO DAMN HARD despite the fact that i understood the what the whole probabilities,regression,hypothesis testing shit about.
or maybe i am just dumb.

weather here is PMS-ing too,just like me.
yesterday the weather was PERRRFEEECTTTT!!!
sunny but the breeze was chilly.
today's weather can be described using one word : GAY!
18 degrees maximum,wind is bloody strong.
for once i am glad that i am big not stick thin,so that i wouldnt be blown away by the wind.wtf


ps : i have a really strong feeling that my awesome WAM is gonna drop this sem.omfg.


back to the oh-so-interesting QMB.

laters.

Saturday, November 03, 2007

EXAM BLUES.

revision is really doing my head in at the moment.
especially when you have so much stuffs to squeeze into my puny brain (ok,i am well aware that my head aint small.wtf.my point is brain memory space) and time is running out.
having your period this time aint helping much either.
but it definitely explains the cranky,grumpy me.


this is a really good shot i reckon,taken by linda sometime ago.
the photoshop effect makes it look even better.i miss photoshop-ing.

at times like this,the frequent thoughts that always float in your mind are all the "what ifs"
its always what if this,and what if that.
those thoughts that just appear in your mind out of no where,for no apparent reasons.

however,its a relief that i am finally getting the hang of QMB on how to answer and interpret questions.
hopefully,(more like i need to@)by practising more past years,i am able to sit the exam with full confidence.

i am desperate for my 2 HDs and 2Ds.
something which i know its kinda far beyond my reach and people might just think i am mad.
oh well,at least i know i have tried and setting a higher standard for myself doesn't mean that i am insane of something.

i am currently undergoing those i-don't-give-a-shit-about-how-i-look-phase.
with the amount of sleep i am getting decreasing,eye bags are"growing",puffy eyes which make my already-very-small-eyes even smaller,i actually turned out in uni on thursday and went to work with my glasses and make-upLESS.
far out!
i so need to praise myself for that courage man.
its not like i paint my face with 3 inches thick make up to uni everyday,just minimum make up to enhance my beauty,wtf
its the exams blues i tell you,with all this emo random shit,CRAVINGS and frequent blogging.
12 more days before i am done with my uni year 1 and have my massive long break till 2nd week of march.envy me,bitches!

digression.


also, having problems to take 2 weeks off for my finals from work is giving me another headache.
they full gave me the whole you-are-not-the-only-one-half-of-the-staffs-here-are-uni-students-and-they-have-finals-too.
wtf.
well,this is reality and thats how the working world is.
its time for me to grow up?
there weer some misunderstandings going on about me cancelling the shifts,and i might be jobless from tomorrow onwards.we shall see.


it would be awesome,if i could just go to a beach with no crowd,sitting by the beach and stare at the deep blue sea,with my trusty ipod.
letting all my thoughts to flow smoothly,letting everything out silently.



12 more days till i could break free!!!
a whole month of chil-lax time before i return home.
this is when i feel that i NEED a job to support all my leisure activities.
one thing i have learn from the locals here is : you spend what you earn.
i would say out of 10 person i know,there is probably only 1 out of 10 who takes money from their parents.which means the other 9 person actually work to earn their own pocket money.
you get my point.


and of course a girls night out is a must!
heaps of catching up to be done too.=)


f.y.i.,
i am blogging while watching the current match of the season,battle between the top 2 of the premier league table.




VS




its half time break now and MANCHESTER UNITED IS LEADING BY ONE GOAL.

rooney scored on the 45th minutes.
however,this is definitely not enough and manutd needs to score as many more goals as they could to prevent history from repeating.
in case you guys dont know,they were leading 1-0 through out the whole match against arsenal,and henry leveled up around 83 minues-ish and van persie was the one who scored the winning goal or vise versa.( i think its more like the other way now.)
just a vague memory after missing from the soccer world for such a long time.
i remember that match was so cut watching manutd leading all the way and lost in the last 5 minutes.


DAMMIT!!!!!!

just before i was about to log out,fkn arsenal scored.
jeez.
an open goal.
WHY.IS.THIS.HAPPENING?
omg,fabegres is my enemy now.and van der sar could be the hero AND failure at the same time.
oh no,arsenal are getting full pumped up now.
back to the game.

till then,
~toodleS~

Friday, November 02, 2007

I.AM.TURNING.INSANE!

i miss my blog.its abit wtf but yea i really do.
it allows me to complain,whine and complain again as i wish and all it does is accepting all the anger and frustrations i threw to "it" and also share my happiness with me.
don't bother,i was just bullshiting since i have no idea how to start this post with.wtf

ANYWAYS,

i am taking a DEEP BREATHE from the ever-oh-so-interesting QMB i am being sarcastic in case you are too naive to realise.
i thought i was full pumped up with my 2nd cup of home-made ice coffee for the day.
my home made ice coffee consists of 2 tablespoon of coffee for the caffeine effect,and to reduce the bitterness i ripped like 3 huge scoops of vanila ice cream without feeling guilty cuz its 97% FAT FREE!!! ( but i feel kinda sick now cuz its too creamy) and some lite milk.
learnt how to make it when i was working in michels.

that's not the point.


caffeine keeps me awake,BUT it doesn't make my brain works better.
QMB is killing me slowly and its not funny anymore.
ok,that sentence doesn't make much sense but heck!
just when i took 8021391023102310928 years to understand the whole regression shit,now i am stuck with the power of test.
and i am on the verge of pulling my hair off the scalp,literally.
my aim for qmb is to get a D,as in 75%.
and to achieve that,i need a 48/55 in my finals.
which seems BEYOND MY ABILITY at this moment.
where are all my intelligence in math??? my brain is seriously depriving of statistics cells.wtf
BAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
i aint going to sleep till i managed to figure the whole shit out.
as usual,stress = cravings.
i need my fooooood!
thank god that i brushed my teeth,or else....... you know what will happened.


i need some pictures to brighten up my blog so some random pictures.
more like my camwhore-ing photos.
sue me for that,I LIKE!



spring is pretttyyyyyyyyy!!!
purple flowers everywhere!!!!


what's new?


..............


i love taking photo with the help of sunlight as the slimming effect is just WONDERFULLL!!
emily,i finally wore the tube baby doll top u gave me.=)
and it actually looks good and i have a shorts underneath btw.
ps: i am NOT overdressed as this is a really TYPICAL,NORMAL OUTFIT here.


this is one of the very rare photo where my fringe is all pinned up.


laters people.
need to continue squeezing more brain juice till i get it.=(