choosing between the devil and the deep blue sea.

the title is definitely exaggerating,but i am making decision similar to that situation.
so yea,u get the point.
i found this place around randwick which seems OK,and its pretty convenient and i have a couple of friends who are living on the same street(though the street is ABIT the long).
i wouldn't say that that would be a perfect place to stay.
but,oh well beggars cant be choosers,and its not like i have many choices for me to choose.


the main thing IS:
should i get a twin sharing room or a single room?


twin sharing room costs $120 per week,sharing with a czech republican,some random which i have NEVER met before,and DUH i don't know her in person.

single room costs $ 180 per week,have a queen size bed to myself and fully furnished.

which one should i pick?

i am trying to weigh between the pros and the cons of sharing and getting a single room,yet i am still yet to decide.

twin sharing
-it saves a bit (50 dollars a week,200 dollars a month,rm 600 a month,and rm3600 for the rest of the semester).
-HOWEVER,as many people have told me i am not gonna have much privacy,also conflicts may arise.besides that,i am gonna sharing room with some TOTAL RANDOM whom i have never met before.
-it SHOULD BE alright IF i am seldom home.
-what if things don't turn out right?
- but IF things turn out right,it MIGHT not be that bad after all.
-my parents were telling me that its normal for uni students to share room,also that a family friend of mine is sharing a room with a MC and hers is free.yet,i am so picky and want a single room to myself when i need to pay)

single room
-its more expensive (which is pretty darn obvious)
- have a whole room to myself and MORE privacy as i could do anything i want to.
- do i really need such a big room to myself?will i be home often?
- i am able to have a peace of mind whenever i am PMS-ing which unfortunately,happens ALL the time.


this is one hella hard decision to make.
its cost concern VS privacy.
wtf?
how now brown cow?


although this place would not be as nice as the palace-like one i saw previously,
i shall not be a spoil brat,
after all it was MY choice to leave the comfort zone (home) and insisted on coming to study in aussie.
so i have no choice but to bare with the not-so-comfy-home-like-house which i am gonna stay for the next 6 months.
its time for daddy's gal to grow up and learn what real life is.wtf?
i need to make this decision ASAP before its taken and i need to go through ALL the hassle of room seeking again,which 99.99% will disappoint you with the shithole condition.


this makes me appreciate my house home more.
it might not be a massive mansion with 3 stories,which comes with swimming pool,
but its comfy and nice and clean and homey and whatever-adjective-which-you-can-describe-an-ideal-home-to-be-inserted.
i loveeee and missss my comfort zone!!!
6 more months to go!!!
as my darlings said,its only 6 months,very fast.


dont worry,i am not homesick,
its just that i miss the comfort and those times where i could have the couldnt care less attitude as everything was well taken care of.
not anymore but.

HOW NOW???

WHICH ONE SHOULD I CHOOSE???????

B
A
H
!!!


`ciaoZ`

the hassle of finding for a suitable accommodation makes me miss home even more.
the comfort and everything which is well taken care of.
i realised that i have taken alot of things for granted.
those housework that i was supposed to do when i was maid-less was peanuts compared to now.
at least i do not need to wash toilet,do my own laundry,cook my own.....
and,i havent even moved out.

yeap i am that bored,so i decided to do this meaningless tag from kirks blog.wtf


Layer One: On The Outside
Name: Adeline,Hooi San Er
Birth Date: 13 October 1988
Current status: Single =)
Eye Colour: Black
Hair Colour: Black
Righty or Lefty: Righty

Layer Two: On The Inside
Your Heritage:CHINESE (hokkien and hakka)
Your Fears: any insects with 6/8 legs,reptiles,slimy stuffs,DENTIST,height!
Your Weaknesses: i am not that dumb to post my weakness here.=P
Your Perfect Pizza: thin crunchy crust,heaps of chesseeee,green pepper and hammmm!!!

Layer Three: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
Your Thoughts First Waking Up: **should i go to uni for room hunting.**
Your Bedtime: Usually, 12am,since its holidays now,its getting a tad later.=)
Your Most Missed Memory: the sleepover after my farewell party,and the day out after with hangover with the <3s.

Layer Four: Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke: Coke.used to be a coke addict.not anymore.=)
McDonald's or Burger King: Mcdonalds all the wayyyy
Single or Group Dates: It depends.
Adidas or Nike: Addidas (kirks,adidas is NOT rempit ok?)
Tea or Nestea: Tea when i need to stay awake during exam period,Nestea when i am thirsty.wtf.
Chocolate or Vanilla: i am a chocaholic,need i say more?
Cappuccino or Coffee: MOCHA!!!!

Layer Five: Do You...
Smoke: HELL NO!!! i hate smokerssssss!!!or at least when they smoke in front of me.it just gives me headache,makes my hair stinks.seriously,i DONT SEE THE POINT OF SMOKING!!
Curse: yeap.alot indeed.but i am trying to cutdown.
Think you've been in love: hmmmmm.....
Go to school: that's kinda O.B.V.I.O.U.S. right?
Want to get married: my motto is i will only get married when i am financially stable.
Believe in yourself: u need to believe in yourself before others will have faith/trust in you.
Think you're a health freak: i am TRYING HARD to be one,since exams are over.

Layer Six: In The Past Month
Have you...
Drank alcohol: yeap.=)
Gone to the mall: i just went shopping yesterday.=P
Been on stage: i have stage fright.and thank god,no.
Eaten sushi:i had that with MAXBRENNAR yesterday.what a combination.
Dyed your hair:i have NEVER dye my hair before.sounds like a freak.might do so during summer break.

Layer Seven: Have You Ever...
Played A Stripping Game: wtf?NO!!!
Changed Who You Were To Fit In: i am sure everyone used to do that AT LEAST ONCE,unless you are a loner.wtf.does this answer the question?

Layer Eight: You're Hoping
To Be Married: Wasn't this asked already?? as i have said,when i am financially stable MYSELF.
For: an internship with one of the big fours during my summer break(now) and working for a multinational investment bank(when i graduate).

Layer Nine: In a Girl/Guy
Best Eye + Best Hair Color Combination: BROWN HAIR WITH BLUE/GREEN EYES!!!!!
Short Hair or Long Hair: semi-long wavy hair. =)))

Layer Ten: What Were You Doing
1 Min Ago: answering these questions.
1 Hour Ago: blogging( i am indeed lifeless i know),chatting.
4.5 Hours Ago: sleeping.
1 Month Ago: complaining about uni,stressing over finals,and asking myself for the gazilionth times why am i doing commerce.
1 Year Ago: struggling with SAM.

Layer Eleven: Finish The Sentence
I Love: my family,my darling friends,my ipod,shopping,camwhoring.wtf?sounds so bimbo.
I Feel: BORED and gonna rot anytime
I Hate: smokers,guys who are up themselves,CHELSEA!!
I Hide:when i see someone i don't want to see?
I Miss: HOME,the hot and humid weather,AUTHENTIC asian food,my maid!
I Need: To start exercising,eat healthily and LOSE WEIGHT!!!

Layer Twelve: Tag Five People
whoever who is as bored or as lifeless as me.wtf

SHOPPING AND ROOM-SEEKING.

holidays can be sooooo boring when u have nothing productive to do or when u have no $$$$.
went room hunting near uni and shopping in the city with natalie yesterday.
weather was kinda gay,it was drizzling all day.
but thank god,it wasnt that cold as compared to some days.

the first room i went to check out GAVE ME A FREAKING NIGHTMARE!!!
that place is FILTHY!!!!
its shaggy,stinky,dirty,wallpaper is half gone,and toilet is just HORRIBLE.
its BEYOND WORDS how dirty&filthy the place is.
if you think i am being bimbo,trust me,that place was REALLYYYYY *double bold and underline REALLY* BADDDD!!!!
even nat said"i would kill you if u were to stay there!!!"

but,the second one i went to was PALACE-LIKE!!!!!
a HUGEEEE contrast!!!!!!
everything is SO CLEANNNNN and BRIGHT!!!
its a perfecto place to stay.
however,the price is "perfect" too.
the filthy,non-livable-room is only $140 for everything,furnished;
whereas the palace-like room cost $220 dollars for everything.unfurnished.
i wanted to share the room with linda,but apparently,they have a contract with the landlord(which is some kinda rich agent) that each room can only accommodate one person.wtf?


a HUGEEEEE SIGHHHHH!!!!!


called up a couple of landlords and i am going to check them out again tomorrow.
HOPEFULLY,i am able to get a place by tomorrow.
a reasonable and nice one!!!!
all these hassles makes me miss the comfort at home.
my mum was like"told you to study in monash australia,everything is well taken care of,and you are chauffeur-driven around.now you know ya?"
BAH!!!
its my time to be independent.wtf.

it was lunch @ MAX BRENNAR in the city after all the room-seeking.
yes,i had waffle with choc as lunch,AND a sushi roll!!!

look at all this yummy-licious chocs.
i bet the price is "yummy" as well.wtf


my orgasmic choc waffle!!!*before*


*after*

did i mention that i went to collect my pay too?
FINALLY,some cash inflows(which was actually supposed to be received ages ago)
i did SOME shopping,bought a jacket,a pair of red flats and some accessories.
thus,some shameless camwhoring pictures to be presented.


my new jacket,which is black again.


u cant really see,cuz i had a black top underneath.
the jacket length is slightly above my belly.


i got myself a red bow flatssss!!!!!
its so comfy!!!


PRETTTYYYYY flats!!!
me likey!!!!


new jacket+new flats = adeline is happy.


the furry stuff on my jacket.


i was feeling camwhoric at that time,must be the shopping.

wavy hair + pouty lips.
i can sense the "wtf" stares shooting towards me now.

i am kinda lazy to take pictures of the accessories.
but it was REALLY CHEAP!!!
even cheaper than malaysia AFTER converting.
i am a WISE shopaholic.T_T



hmmm,my dear friends whom i have spoken to you guys since i got here,
do i REALLY speak with the thick aussie accent now?
cuz my mum said that i have the aussie slang,
and BOTH my dad and my mum do not like it.
can't really help it,since i am speaking to aussies since i AM in aussie.wtf?


i am really bored and it is lunch-less at home.
kinda cbb to walk to get something to eat.
i shall see how it goes.-.-
might do some random tag i found in kirksman's blog.
yes,PATHETICALLY LIFELESS.

~ciaoZ~

KOREAN DRAMAS ADDICTION

to cure my utter boredom,i decided to go on you-tube and search for korean dranas/movie.
as usual,korean dramas never fail to make me tear.

200 pounds beauty.
this show is a GREAT motivation for me to lose weight.
the main actor is HAWTTTT!!!!
*i meant the guy!!!*



tree of heaven


the story line is pretty similar to stairways to the heaven.
half a series more to go!!!

this goes without saying:the main male actor of a korean drama is ALWAYS hot!!!
how come i dont find hot korean in real life?LOL.


and,i actually eat LESS during break.
that's just simply amazing!!!!

anyways,i am off to bed now.
its almost 1.wanted to continue with my korean soap opera.
but my eyebalsl might just get "dislocated" from its socket soon.wtf.


till then,
~toodleS~

struck with boredom.


i AM stress free now but i am bored at the same time too.
no shifts for me this week cuz apparently the rooster this week is already full.
which means,cash outflows> cash inflows,since i need to buy some winter clothings.
then,i will be off to terrigal for 4 days 3 nights,which includes sunday(my usual shift).
no income for the week!!!! a huge sigh!!!!!

stress free is fun indeed,however it gets boring after some time like me.
its only monday and i have been stress free for less than 3 days.
gonna do more job hunting later and also start catching up with desperate housewives s3( i know i am slow),supernatural s2,ugly betty(yes,i am yet to watch this show).
i wanted to watch some korean and TVB series,anyone know which website can i watch for FREE and it saves me all the hassle to download?

i was actually half way through blogging last night and i just lost my thoughts suddenly.
and i realise that ALOT of my post are pretty much the same old bimbotic post,complains and rantings about my daily life.

was blog stalking again,as per usual,i came across a few posts which got me into serious thinking about what have i learned for the past 4.5 months here.
apart from my daily rants,i doubt i actually pen(in this case type) down all my thoughts ever since i came over.
time really flies *oh-so-cliche*,it seems like i just arrived in sydney yesterday.
with all the complains,rantings about uni life,homesick,one semester is over.
and there is just another 6 more months before i see my beloved family and friends,whom i miss again.

i wouldn't say that i have changed ALOT throughout my 4.5 months here in sydney,
but being away from my family and friends,to a foreign environment DID change me a bit,also the way i look at things.

` i am more independent now.
this is the obvious one,if i am still not independent after being away from home for 4.5 months,i am either retarded or physically disabled.
i am yet to "explore" the REAL independent world once i move out and live alone.
living with my cousin doesnt make me THAT independent YET.
sooooon,dont worry.

`i have became more responsible now.
knowing that no one is gonna be there to look after my mess if i ever screwed something up,and that whatever decision i made,i hold full responsibilities towards the outcome and consequences of my decision.
its not like i didnt know about it before i came here,its just that i took things for granted,knowing that IF i really did screw things up,i have my parents by my side to take care of all the consequences.

` i should be contented with what i have instead of complaining.
it IS human's nature to complain(you are just lying to yourself if u said u NEVER complain),its just the matter of whether u complaint often or occasionally. and i think i am the former.i am the biggest "miss complain" you ever know,and that's not something i am proud of.i complain about almost everything,from uni to the weather to the food to my pay and the lists go on.

maybe uni is stressful,maybe uni is not as easy as i thought(life is never easy anyway),but at least i am lucky enough to get into university,let alone its one of the prestigious uni in the world in australia.

as for my pay,at least i am getting something.having an income is better than none.
as compared to malaysia,i am indeed earning big bucks.60 dollars a week ( x 3 is rm 180)
even though its not ALOT,but i could save my dad rm 820 a month,and rm 8640 per year.

`my relationship with my parents is closer than before.
kayi once asked me"u want to go to australia so much but have you ever thought of the fact that u might get homesick"
and i remembered my answer was fast and short " of course not"
boy,i was so wrong about that.despite the fact that i wasn't that close to both my dad and my mum ( in the sense that i don't confide them in everything),i DO miss them ALOT.
instead of throwing tantrum each time they nag at me,i will listen and analise whatever they said(although they are not always right too.=P )

` i am pretty good at taking public transport alone now.
i know its a lil wtf,but yes trust me,the number of times i have taken public transport back home is less than the number of public transport i have taken in a week here.
no exaggerating component here.wtf
its something to be proud of.
however,that doesnt mean that i would take more public transport when i get back.teehee.

` i am actually earning my OWN money.
i used to work for half a month back in year 10 but that wasnt a proper job.
the contentment,the joy,the satisfaction,the sence of achievement when i received my first pay was just GREAT.
( although half of my income went to un-concession bus ticket and my pay wasnt great AT ALL) but now i understand why my mum always said money is not easy to earn.
heck,that doesnt shop me from shopping.i will work harder to get more money to shop.that's it.
LOL.


i think i should stop being so serious and *cough* mature *cough*.
back to the bimbotic side of me.
oh,i actually succeeded NOT SNACKING since my last paper.
which is a good sign.
which means,my next step is get my lazy ass to start exercising.
with the hope that i would be able to lose some weight and back to my old size,instead of the expanded version now before i go back.=.=

something interesting that u guys wanna find out about SMKDU *click*

ps: picture-less post is boring.might upload some random pictures later.


~ciaoZ~

SMOKERS ARE PAIN IN THE ASS!!!

i am feeling rather sick now,thanx to over-inhaled second hand smoke yesterday!!!
all of us except linda decided to go maloneys to chill after our korean bbq dinner in the city.
AND its like more than 70% of the people there were smoking,INDOOR!!!
from the place i was sitting,i think everyone who is surrounding me,left,right,front,back are smoking!!!!
and it gave me a headache after that,and i think a mild asthma attack too.
pfffftttt!!!! these people,trying to look cool when they are not.
HALF of them are girls.
the thing is,they don't stop after one,blardy chain smokers!!!
i dont know why am i complaining,since alot of places are non smoke free,in fact almost all of them.
its just that i am feeling like shit now,with my lungs hurting every now and then,
i blame it all on the smokers!!
=___________________________________=


no pics to be posted,as u know,my aussie friends arent camwhoric enough.
therefore,pictures would only be taken under special occasion.
but,i promise there are gonna be heaps of pictures from my teriggal trip next weekend.
i am still tired.
gonna sleep early tonight since i need to WORK tommorow.
looking for a new job since APPARENTLY,I AM UNDERPAID,BELOW MINIMUM WAGE!!


my lungs still hurts!!!!!
bah,i hateeee it!!!!!!!
its as though i am having some kinda lung disease or what-so-ever.

NEW OUTLOOK!!

i have changed my blogskin after having the old one for quite some time.
wanted to use my pictures as the headings * i am such a camwhore,i know*,but being a NOOB i am still yet to learn.
comments and feedbacks are most welcome!!!
and what do you guys think about the font?
is this one better than the previous one?
i reckon the previous one is kinda small.

i am SOOOOOO tired and exhausted now!!!
gonna update more later.

EXAMS ARE OVERRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!

HOLIDAYS HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!


~ciaoZ~

HOURS AWAY FROM INDEPENDENCE!!!!

just did two practice sets this morning.not that bad!!!
i think its sufficient for me to obtain a D,and need EXTRA caution to obtain a HD.
i know my blog has been revolving around my complains bout HDs and Ds for the past couple of weeks.
don't worry,this is gonna be the last one for a very long time!!!
at least a month before i commence my 2nd semester.



HARRY POTTER book 7 IS COMING OUT ON THE 21st of JULY!!!!
ONE MORE MONTH!!!

have u guys booked your book already?
i DID!!
being the kiasu one,its a surprise if i havent.LOL.
can't wait for the movie tooooo!!!!
total random i know,i am bored.
and,for those who knows me well enough,know that i CANNOT study last minute especially right before exams like right now,not to forget the-last-paper-syndrome.
i dont know about you guys but its always takes me EXTRA determination to get my heavy ass to study for the last paper.



my friend has a FREE 2 WEEKS PASS TO FITNESS FIRST and she is giving it to ME!!
my perfecto plan IS
-work 6 hours a day during weekdays*that's IF i get the shifts*
-preferably from 8am-2/3pm
-then,gym after that.


i am serious this time about working out.
cuz johan just told me yesterday that i put on quite ABIT of weight.
its quite impossible not to,considering the junk-food-binge-eating i succumbed for the past few weeks during my stuvac.
i am just one of those unlucky ones who aren't blessed with high metabolism rate.
*complaint bout not being able to grow fatter after eating so much some more,i will come and chop u!*
mimimum junk food consumption during the break and maximum work out.
i would be lying if i said i would cut down TOTALLY on junk food.
its IMPOSSIBLE,at least for me to go cold turkey on junk food overnight.
for example,NO food after 7 *linda's theory which i USED to follow back home*
also,DON'T eat when i am NOT hungry *something which i ALWAYS do*


enough bullshiting.
i shall have a shover and do a few more past years.
then,dinner with the peeps tonight!!!
gonna be a babysitter tomorrow and babysit both my nephew AND niece.=.="
no more shopping tomorrow!!!
i really need mOrE clothes,THICK ones,weather is just GAY!!!


till then,
~toodleS~

ONE MORE TO GO AND I AM FREE FOR A MONTH!!!!!!!
RACISM ISSUES.

im so freaking bored now,considering the fact that i am SUPPOSED to be nerding on my last subject,which is FINANCE!!!
its MCQ,and i have a high chance of getting a D,its just a matter of fact whether i wanna aim for a HD.
DUH,its kinda obvious,i would aim for HD.
i AM gonna study SOON.
god,i am just crapping shit here.
i am sooooo effinggggg BORED!!!!!


and,something caught my attention while i was blog stalking as per usual.

"The move that requires Law firms to have at least THREE Bumiputra partners which one of whom must have at least 50% stake before being able to do business with the bank ."

UTTER BULLSHIT!!
B.U.L.L.S.H.I.T.!!
LIKE OMFG!!!!
WHEN WILL THE FCKEN MALAYSIAN GOVERNMENT STOP PROTECTING THEIR OWN RACE which 99.99% of them are consist of abso-freaking-lutely DUMB CUNTS!!!
like seriously.
SO MUCH FOR EQUALITY AND BEING FAIR TO ALL RACES.
if u are being fair,i am miss universe.wtf
like instead of spoonfeeding them,can u guys think of a better way?
when come to property purchasing,they get an extra 10% discount just cause they are BUMIs.
this is OBVIOUS DISCRIMINATION #1!!!

and,my aussie friends ALWAYS ask me why don;t u go to uni in malaysia?
# 1,their education sucks big shit!
# 2,unless u ARE a bumi again,or else the chances of u getting into a national uni is 0.0001%.
i CLEARLY remember this case happened a few years back,where this CHINESE scored PERFECT score in their year 12 exam,AND HE COULDNT GET INTO THE NATIONAL UNI.
whereas all the dumbfucks which results are like shiate get into it.
and,when the singaporean government offers these SMART STUDENTS scholarships to study in singapore and bond them for years.
then,the government starts to complaint about brain drain (which includes people like ME who SELF sponsored to study overseas and PLAN to stay here after i graduate) AND saying how UN-patriotic we are.

EXCUSE ME,ITS LOGIC AND NEEDLESS TO EXERCISE ANY BRAIN CELLS TO KNOW THAT DUH,I WOULD RATHER CHOOSE SOMEWHERE ELSE WITH BETTER OPPORTUNITIES AND NOT SOME BIAS-PRIVILAGE TO DUMB PEOPLE WHO DO NOT EVEN WORK FOR IT!!!!NOT TO MENTION,THE SHIT PAY AND THE BENEFIT-LESS WORKING CONDITIONS.
ADDING ON,U PAY NO SHIT FOR MY TUITION FEES!!!
NOT EVEN A SINGLE FCKING CENTS!!!
and now,u claim that i am unpatriotic?
think twice before u complaint about brain drain,WHO to blame?
back to the local universities,to sum all up,DUMB BUMIs GET IN AND US SMART CHINESE CANT.
end of story.
and can u believe they actually have quotas for bumi students?like more than 50%.
tell me if this is NOT discrimination.
OBVIOUS DISCRIMINATION #2!!!

referring to the statement which caught my attention again,
its UNDOUBTEDLY OBVIOUS DISCRIMINATION #3!!
if u were me,would YOU work there if u have a choice?

and,one of the DUMBEST discrimination ever IS
they scale those subjects which their own species(aka bumis) take up and make it DAMN FREAKING HARD to get a freaking A1 for subjects which THEY do not take.
as WE ALL KNOW,they SUCKS BIG TIME IN MATH!!and,when i say suck,i REALLY MEAN IT cuz they can somehow fail SIMPLE math.
and therefore,passing mark for ADDMATH in the finals IS a single digit.
and to get an A1 in addmath,u just need something around 65-70%.
how ridiculous can that be???
as you see,chinese is an elective subject and they DO NOT do chinese,you need a FREAKING 90% and above to get an A1!!!
see the OBVIOUS DISCRIMINATION # 4!!
and,i AM still cut about the fact that i ALWAYS ace my chinese in high school *mind you,i AM NOT one of those bananas,aka chinese who cant speak chinese.i AM fluent in speaking and i CAN write chinese*and i got a B3 in finals.
which explains once again,why are they getting dumber and not improving!!!=)

these 4 are what i could think of at the moment,that's why i ALWAYS warn u guys NEVER to get me started on this issue or i can never stop!!!

for those who are curious what bumis is,they are something like aborigines,aka MALAYS.


and for my dear,beloved friends out there,
thou i am from malaysia,

I AM NOTTTT A MALAY.

I AM A CHINESE!!!

100% CHINESE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and YES,i WILL get offended IF u think that i AM a malay!!!
i am too smart to be one!!!



even a headmistress CAN discriminate again other races besides her own race IN A FREAKING PUBLIC SCHOOL.
i thank god that i left school half a year after she came before she could do some stupid stuffs.
"you chinese have been dominating all these years,i should not let that happen this year again.'
she said that when she was about to stream the class and put the smart ones together,and put the better teachers there.
LIKE HELLO,WOMAN,DOES IT LOOK LIKE ITS OUR FAULT THAT WE CHINESE ARE SMARTER THAN YOUR SPECIES AND DOMINATED ALL THESE YEARS AND WILL CONTINUE TO IN FUTURE?
so why blame us for being smart?



i shall stop here before i explode any further,
and continue with finance.

I AM FREE FOR A MONTH AFTER 1600 TMR!!!!


once again,

I AM A CHINESE!!!!!

AND I AM PROUD TO BE ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


and,being born in malaysia doesnt make me a fcken malay.



~ciaoZ~



and,my fonts are screwed.dont ask me why.

JUNK FOODS...


the exams is killing me,not only mentally,but physically too.
cuz i had shitloads of junks these days.
as i have mentioned,i had HALF a bar of cadbury crunchie by MYSELF while i was studying in the library,and today,i shared a packet of starbust jellybeans with linda,which i think i had most of them.
the fact that my family has diabetes history doesnt make things any better.
and i kinda freaked out now due to some better-not-to-disclose-reasons,which makes me full wanna go on healthy and balance diet PLUS exercise.
gym is currently beyond affordable level,weather is just TOO COLD to jog,
guess what is my solution?
WORK MORE,FREE EXERCISE AND GET PAID.
despite the shit pay,but better shit than none.

cadbury crunchie


milk chocs with HONEY COMB!!
yumster.

YES,i cant believe how i actually managed to gobble half a bar of that chunk yesterday.
it kinda amuse me with my hippo appetite lately,with me never fail to have my main meals AND munching those snacks CONSTANTLY throughout the day.
just simply AMAZING i reckon!
*in case,u cant sense my sarcasm,i AM being sarcastic here*
i am just so sick of chocs and lollies at the moment.
however,that doesnt guarantee that i wouldnt munch anything tomorrow.wtf

i had the whole study room to myself yesterday.
AWESOME!!!zero noise,with my trusty pinky ipod to keep me company while doing practice set.
but,for some reasons,i still find the accounting paper was blardy hard!!!!
another HD just got blown away by the ferocious wind.lame,i know.
from 2 HDs dropping to i-will-be-happy-to-settle-with-a-D,saddening!!!
now,i am hoping to ace finance,since its MCQ and there are heaps of practices online,
also,i just counted that i need 78/90 to get a HD and 60/90 to get a D.
seems pretty alright but.=)
well,i HOPE that the MCQs are similar to the practice,then at least i get a HD!!!!


but,studying alone in such a quiet room will eventually lead to boredom over time.
and,as per usual,i did what i am best at.

WARNING: THERE WOULD BE A WHOLE LOT OF ULTIMATE CAMWHORE PICTURES.
so,u can just buzz off if u cant stand me not getting enough of myself,this is my blog,i can post what ever i want(as long as its legal wtf).


i realised that i wouldnt look like some sick,old fart without make up.
just look a lil tired and innocent,probably?
therefore,i am still independent of make up..wtf?



emo shot is a must nowadays.


sticking the toungue out,APPARENTLY makes my face look less chubbier?


i LOVE hoodie,nuf said.


a random note:
I AM SO SICK OF WINTER NOW!!!

*i know winter was one of the things that i was looking forward to before i came here,and i remembered clearly that i was complaining that 15 degrees wasnt cold enough when people were telling me about the average temperature for winter in sydney.i must be out of mind at that time.seriously.*
yes,i agree,dressing up in trench coat,leggings with boots sounds fun and interesting INITIALLY!!
not anymore when you are freezing to death with a shocking 5 layers of clothes on you,
also,when it keeps raining NON STOP for the past few days,
till u cant do ur laundry and ur running out of clothes,
also u need to carry umbrella with you(something which i really dislike),
and u need to remove those LAYERS off u once u go indoor and put them on again when u go out.

i hate hate hate it when the wind blows,can die dot com.




the layers of clothes are adding on to my already-plus-size-body.


ok,maybe this doesnt look that bad,or at least i think so.

bottom line: its NOT fun anymore when u ALWAYS freeze.


i wanna add some extra "notes" on happy father's day as i was too tired to write that night.


i love my dad with my heart
*this actually goes without saying,but i still wanna announce it here*
thanx for all the support u gave me all these times,especially the past few months when i am in aus.
thanx for those encouraging SMS,thou short but really meaningful.
i know i have mentioned this MANY times,but i wanna say again,
thanx for sacrificing SO MUCH to send me here.
*its definitely not an easy task for my dad as he wasnt born from an affluent family which he is able to inherit a good fortune.all the hard work he had gone through,just to ensure that we have a better life.*
I AM REALLY PROUD OF U!!!

happy belated father's day once again!!!


i think i shall end here as my eyes are gonna fall off the socket soon.wtf
gonna do one set of mock finals for finance,90 FRIGGIN MCQ before i sleep.-.-






ps: may u recover soon.hope that u are able to pull it through the critical stage.

~ciaoZ~

turning into an obese beast!!

hey my fellow readers,i am currently blogging from UNSW library,the 7th floor.wtf
yeap,i am taking a break from nerding.
today was productive as i get the whole study room to myself,zero noise!!!

but,

I HAD HALF A BAR OF CADBURY CRUNCHIE CHOC WITHIN 5 HOURS!!!
HOW WONDERFUL IS THAT??


yeap,that IS how much i ate!!!!
not to mention my peanut butter wholemeal sandwich which tasted like sand cuz it was too dry!!
but,i HAD a BALANCE diet ok?
with a WHOLE,RAW cucumber and also a mandarin.
not that bad after all?


gotta get back to my textbooks now.
be back tonight if i feel like it.=.=

~ciaoZ~

MIRACLE HAPPENS!!!!



now,i TRULY believe that miracle DOES happen!!
! wanted to study micro @ 6 this morning since i slept @ 12 yesterday,
and i realised that my ipod needed to be charged.
yes,eventhough my laptop cannot be operated for the past few days,i managed to charge my ipod,dun ask me why.
and during the past few days,whenever i tried switching on my laptop,the MSN table just wouldnt show.
but,but,but it CAME OUT today and for some reasons,which means:

I GET TO USE MY LAPTOP AGAIN!!!!


i am such a happy girl now.


why am i emphasis on NOW?
its because my mood lately has been on a roller coaster ride,in another word PMS-ing.
i can be super happy and hyper this moment and the next moment u will see me emo-ing.
i guess its the exams which is the cause of it!!!
speaking about exams,I SCREWED MY FIRST PAPER,aka QMA!!!
HD confirm flew away already,and IF i am lucky enough,i MIGHT scrap through the D margin.
fingers crossed.

1 down,3 more to go!!!!
FINANCE IS THE KILLER out of the other 3 papers*its not like acct and micro is easy*,i just came to realisation,like yesterday.
why?
90 friggin' multiple choice questions.
and u guys must be thinking MCQ only rite???
hell no,i did the mock paper,and they can ask u ANYTHING FROM THE TEXTBOOK which requires me to read through EVERY SINGLE TINY WINY DETAIL FROM THE TEXTBOOK!!!
and who in the world would go through EVERY detail?
well,at least NOT me!!!!
=______________=



i need to spice up my blog with some pictures after the past few post being picture-less.
and its not totally camwhoring pics ok.



i love the slight, NATURAL blush on my cheeks but NOT when its all dry and skin starts to peel,and it will look like as if i have toomuch blusher on.


hoodie is love now.<3


emo-ing?


my faithful adidas sneakers,which became my bestfriend for the past 2 weeks cuz i cant be bothered to wear boots.


nice effect.
i begin to see more photographic potential in me.wtf

emo-ing on the bus seems to be the IN thing now for me?not?

also,

I HAVE REALLY REALLY CUTE & SWEET FRIENDS WHICH DESERVES A BIGGGGGGGGG HUGGIE FROM ME AND ALSO CHOCS!!!!!

kirks adeline

eh how come u never call me?u promised to call me that time but never call me.boo to you.
* i was bored at the law library at that time *
erm.....
my phone was with leena at that time,and she came to me and said that i had a miss call.
eh,u miss call me is it?
i CALLED u,not miss call.
sorry,my phone was with a friend.
*few seconds later,my phone vibrated and it was kirks.*

thanx a bunch for the call!!!
thou i was just messing around with you randomly!!
love ya and miss ya heapsss!!!!


also,
MY BFFs CALLED ME DURING THEIR OUTING!!!!!!
bas called me,kayi,beloved,eeyin,peixia and ju was there!!!
that really made my day cuz i was full emo-ing just before they called!!!
i miss u guys soooooo much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
thanx for callin!!! i feel so loved... <3
especially bas,who "sacrificed" his credit for me!!!
*feel so honoured and touched*



love u guys to bits!!!
and ju,u are not-so-banana anymore.


before i log off,i wanna wish DADDYKINS

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


thanx for all the stuffs u have done for me.
especially sending me to australia,i know its not easy for you,but u tried ur very best and sacrificed ALOT for me.
and i really and truly appreciate that!!!!
once again,thanx daddy!!!!!!!!!!
love you!!!!

i have more things to blog about actually,but i am fighting to keep my eyelids open.

till then,

~toodleS~

UNI SUCKS BIG TIME!!!!
STRESS LEVEL WENT BEYOND THE MAXIMUM!!!





ZOMG!!!!
i am on the verge of breaking down due to the stupid finals.
its weird aye,APPARENTLY commerce is supposed to be "EASIER" than science.
however,i TOTALLY DISAGREE with that!!!
commerce is killing me BIT BY BIT!!!
like serious-freaking-ly.
and,my no-swearing-resolution doesnt apply now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hate,hate,hate it!!!
*i know,hatred is no good.whatever,i give no shit!!!*
like seriously,QMA is supposed to be something like math.
BULLSHIT!!!!
there are more words than figures in the questions!!!
I AM SERIOUSLY CONSIDERING OF SWITCHING TO ACTUARIAL STUDIES NOW!!!!
like seriously!!!
they deal with REAL MATH WITH FIGURES at least.
and,yes i know actuarial is full hard and shit like that!!!
but i love math with all my heart,so i guess the math part is not really a problem for me.


i am so sick of uni!
i am so sick of exams!!!
i am so sick of all these shit!!!!
i am doing only 4 subjects this semester,and the topics included are only based on what we learn in the past 4 months (DUH!).
however,it seems SO MUCH HARDER compared to SAM last year.
i know,many of u guys are just gonna go like "wtf?ur doing commerce and u are complaining"
trust me,commerce is DEFINITELY NOT AS EASY AS IT MAY SEEM!!!
NOT EASY AT ALL.end of story!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the stress is killing me.
stuffs i studied slip off my brain faster than the rate i am breathing now.wtf
it just doenst stay in my brain,no matter how much i tried.
WTFFFF!!!!!
seriously,its like informations and my brain cells are of similar charges in which they repel.
GODDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!


i so need a break,a getaway,PARTY HARD after my finance paper next friday.
before i go insane and lost my mind.
exams stress leads to HAIR DROP,BINGE EATING(which results in you-know-what.for those who doesnt know,too bad.),CRANKINESS!
guess what?
i had like 2 cups of coffee and 2 cups of tea yesterday and i din even manage to stay awake past 12.
shitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshit!!!!


somehow,i have the feeling that the best marks i could obtain is credit in all my subjects.
that's CUT!!!
bah!!!!!!!!!!!
ZERO CONFIDENCE INTO EXAM HALL!!!
that's what going to happen.


i just need a break.
really soon.